Dear best friend
I wish the world would chill. I wish everything would just shut up for one whole minute and stop being so dang annoying. Chad says i should tell you and I'm afraid I'll start a fight but here goes.
Anthony's still mad at me even though i apologized without knowing what i was saying sorry for. I don't remember what dale looks like anymore because i haven't seen him in like two weeks. Hanging out with Tina is giving me a head ache and we keep ending up in really stupid fights because I'm pissed off because i miss you.
I'm not jealous. Linda says i am but I'm not jealous in the way that would sound logical. So i won't explain it. Every Tuesday use to be just our days. No Tina, no atone, no Meghan and no dale. Sometimes we let everyone invade the day but i really liked it just being us two. But now it's almost like i can't see you without having to put it in writing three weeks in advance.
Your always with Dale. Your always there for dinner. You've always got plans with him. And sometimes i get in a right little fit about. Just ask Tina. It's become routine for me to sit and rant for a good ten minutes about...well i just won't repeat them cause I'm sure I'll get in trouble. I say mean things when I'm mad.
Sometimes i even wanna take Tina's phone away cause the stupid you've got mail sound is really pissing me off when i know it's a text from you cause it's not fair. I don't get a text back but she does. hmff.
I understand you wanna see him. I've nothing against that. But can i just have like one little day with no dale. I kinda get tired of watching you two make out on Tina's couch ....seriously. I still haven't got my watch you play Kingdom Hearts without Tina and Nikki's annoying sex talks.
I don't know. Maybe your mad at me too. Maybe your avoiding me for some reason I'm just not getting but i guess I'm sorry for whatever that is.
Stuff pretty stupid for everyone right now. Roberto's grandfather is dying. Your car won't stop. I pretty much have no job and no money. My grades really suck. Mother keeps getting on me about anything and everything. And 66 days is going to slow.
I wanna just curl up in a ball and see if it'll all go away but i keep waking up and it's still there. And number one on that list of crap things is not talking to you. I miss you. And idk. Call me....
Anthony's still mad at me even though i apologized without knowing what i was saying sorry for. I don't remember what dale looks like anymore because i haven't seen him in like two weeks. Hanging out with Tina is giving me a head ache and we keep ending up in really stupid fights because I'm pissed off because i miss you.
I'm not jealous. Linda says i am but I'm not jealous in the way that would sound logical. So i won't explain it. Every Tuesday use to be just our days. No Tina, no atone, no Meghan and no dale. Sometimes we let everyone invade the day but i really liked it just being us two. But now it's almost like i can't see you without having to put it in writing three weeks in advance.
Your always with Dale. Your always there for dinner. You've always got plans with him. And sometimes i get in a right little fit about. Just ask Tina. It's become routine for me to sit and rant for a good ten minutes about...well i just won't repeat them cause I'm sure I'll get in trouble. I say mean things when I'm mad.
Sometimes i even wanna take Tina's phone away cause the stupid you've got mail sound is really pissing me off when i know it's a text from you cause it's not fair. I don't get a text back but she does. hmff.
I understand you wanna see him. I've nothing against that. But can i just have like one little day with no dale. I kinda get tired of watching you two make out on Tina's couch ....seriously. I still haven't got my watch you play Kingdom Hearts without Tina and Nikki's annoying sex talks.
I don't know. Maybe your mad at me too. Maybe your avoiding me for some reason I'm just not getting but i guess I'm sorry for whatever that is.
Stuff pretty stupid for everyone right now. Roberto's grandfather is dying. Your car won't stop. I pretty much have no job and no money. My grades really suck. Mother keeps getting on me about anything and everything. And 66 days is going to slow.
I wanna just curl up in a ball and see if it'll all go away but i keep waking up and it's still there. And number one on that list of crap things is not talking to you. I miss you. And idk. Call me....