I want
I want to not be awake right now staring at a stupid bracelet on my arm and crying about it.
I want to my head not to hurt because i just can't stop thinking about it.
I want someone to know that they like me right now.
I don't want to have to settle for less.
I don't want to be grumpy.
I don't want to not talk about it.
I wanna wake up with a smile and go to bed with a laugh.
I wanted him to like me back but know i don't care.
I wanna be missed.
I wanna be hugged, cherished, wanted.
I wanna be loved.
There's no reason for this annoying out of no where attack of feelings that i've aquire lately. There's no point to half of them. Being grumpy, annoyed, ignored, lonely and pissed isn't helping my head right now AT ALL.
At least no one can say i didn't try. Contary to opposite belief i've been rejected four times in the last 6 months and i don't care to tell you. I don't care to talk about it. Because i don't care. I still like that last one. I still text him. He's still very cool. But i wouldn't care too much if he just wasn't there. I really wouldn't.
Relationships are indescribably painful. They make no sense to me with the exception of one. She's the only reason i wake up in the morning anymore.
Nick and Norah was perfect, just like i expected it to be. It made me laugh, and smile and jump up in excitement. But it also made me stupidly lonely, and 1:03 in the morning, i guess i just have to deal.
I want to my head not to hurt because i just can't stop thinking about it.
I want someone to know that they like me right now.
I don't want to have to settle for less.
I don't want to be grumpy.
I don't want to not talk about it.
I wanna wake up with a smile and go to bed with a laugh.
I wanted him to like me back but know i don't care.
I wanna be missed.
I wanna be hugged, cherished, wanted.
I wanna be loved.
There's no reason for this annoying out of no where attack of feelings that i've aquire lately. There's no point to half of them. Being grumpy, annoyed, ignored, lonely and pissed isn't helping my head right now AT ALL.
At least no one can say i didn't try. Contary to opposite belief i've been rejected four times in the last 6 months and i don't care to tell you. I don't care to talk about it. Because i don't care. I still like that last one. I still text him. He's still very cool. But i wouldn't care too much if he just wasn't there. I really wouldn't.
Relationships are indescribably painful. They make no sense to me with the exception of one. She's the only reason i wake up in the morning anymore.
Nick and Norah was perfect, just like i expected it to be. It made me laugh, and smile and jump up in excitement. But it also made me stupidly lonely, and 1:03 in the morning, i guess i just have to deal.