Try To Let Go Of The Truth
Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game
This is quite a test of things. The tactic seems to be holding, it's just going to be odd having to play such a role. There's enough that we both know, however.. so we should be able to pull it off. We've pulled through everything else, though.. so I'm sure we'll be able to manage this somehow. I have faith in him, and in myself.
At least that takes care of the law end of this ordeal. The other half is probably going to be a lot more difficult. But, I think I can.. no, that's not right. I know I can do this. I want them both to be safe. So strange that I'd end up protecting the ones who have been trying to take care of me. I guess that's just how things work, and I.. I don't mind. They both mean so much to me, and this is what has to be done. I want to do this, even if they don't/won't understand.
We're all going to get through this; I know we will.
Today, I think I'll look into local florists. Something to brighten that dreary room up a bit sounds like a good idea.