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I really can't stand this. Being so in love with someone who doesn't seem to feel the same way anymore. I've tried everything to convince her to give me another chance, even going so far as to get her roses...but she's now gone from wanting us to still keep talking, to her not answering my calls/txts/emails at all, or answering the txt's/emails long after i've sent them and then stopping the conversation when i try to figure out what she thinks about us getting back together. I keep getting told that she needs to sort things out in her head and that i should just leave her alone to do it, so i guess that's what i'll try, though when i'm at home and not doing anything, all i find myself doing is checking MSN and my phone to see if she's sent me msg's, jeeeeeeeeeesus that's pathetic.
I'm a pessimist when it comes to things like this and i don't think she's going to give me a second chance which crushes me, i love her more then anyone i ever have before, she's the only one i've felt comfortable enough around to even voice the word marriage to, i think about living with her all the time, and she's the only person i've ever given keys to my house to.
I wish i had realized that there was a problem, maybe then i could've fixed it before it came to this, but i was absolutely totally blissfully unaware of any big problem and now it seems like it is too late. People keep saying "oh plenty of fish in the sea" or other such catchy phrases and i know that they're just trying to be supportive and helpful, but the thing is, i don't want anyone else... i want her.
I'm a pessimist when it comes to things like this and i don't think she's going to give me a second chance which crushes me, i love her more then anyone i ever have before, she's the only one i've felt comfortable enough around to even voice the word marriage to, i think about living with her all the time, and she's the only person i've ever given keys to my house to.
I wish i had realized that there was a problem, maybe then i could've fixed it before it came to this, but i was absolutely totally blissfully unaware of any big problem and now it seems like it is too late. People keep saying "oh plenty of fish in the sea" or other such catchy phrases and i know that they're just trying to be supportive and helpful, but the thing is, i don't want anyone else... i want her.