Apr 23, 2005 02:58
GOD DAMMIT
seriously when i drink i think. not the best thing to do but still.
wenatchee or spokane, that's the ? on my mind. I love it here in portland, but all my friends are going away, so, the solution would be to move to where they would be, but i also have to let some things go. i love them to death and will always have their back through thick and thin, i would get locked up for anyone of my friends without ?.but spokane is kind of a new start. and its closer to my family, my true family, not my dad who was never there. the real solution to this would be to light up a cigarette and forget about it but i cant, not this time. i have to do something, time is running out, and so is my patience at things. what do i do, where do i go, who do i love, whats in store for me, will i be happy? *insert emo here*.
And how do you have a crush? explain that to me. cause, i mean, i think people are cool and that friends wrock, but what dictates a crush, cause i really dont know anymore.
anyways, i have had quite a but to drink, so...HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEELY~~~<3333333
i hope its a good one hon.
night all
im out
casey