Fuck the universe
My symptoms have been awful. Took a nap over my lunch today and still I’m exhausted. I’m sure I’m depressed. The new island and kitchen stuff is being done and I’m only annoyed. I cried on the way to dinner.
And then after dinner, while grocery shopping, we received the text from Dan that Farah is dying. The cancer has spread and she has been given months. I don’t want to turn anything back to myself as is my mother’s way. So, my issues are back burner. As it should be. Maybe I’ll meet Farah before she passes? I hope so. I feel so badly for her. And Dan. Such a heartbreak.
And then after dinner, while grocery shopping, we received the text from Dan that Farah is dying. The cancer has spread and she has been given months. I don’t want to turn anything back to myself as is my mother’s way. So, my issues are back burner. As it should be. Maybe I’ll meet Farah before she passes? I hope so. I feel so badly for her. And Dan. Such a heartbreak.