Nov 24, 2002 11:25
Cocoa Beach here I come!
Well peoples its official...I'm moving to my moms in Cocoa Beach.I'm sad but then again I'm not.It's a new place and I'm really excited about going to a new school(hopefully drama-free).The one thing that is causing me to doubt my decision of going is Ashby.She is my Best friend and she stood up to one of her other friends for and didnt care when everyone called her a liar.I feel like im abandoning her.Friday afterschool i called her and told her i was leaving and she hung up on me and everytime i called she would hang up.I then decided to drive over there and talk to her about it.I told her that i wasnt moving i was just visiting.I feel horrible for lying to her but i couldnt take not seeing her before i left.She told me the reason she hung up was cause when i said it her heart Dropped.I wish things could be different and i could stay but they arent and I cant.I'm gunna miss her and everyone who stood by me and all my Ft. Myers peoples.Well i guess life goes on and in a few months ill have alot of friends inCocoa beach and my attitude will change.Well im gunna go finish this survey im doing.I'll ttyl peoples.Peace All.
<3Courtney
xoxo