and she wonders why i am so insecure...
Such an intersting and exciting week has just past.
I could use more- college, parties, time management
I could use less of- nostalgia, me being stupid, and. i dont know actually
Lets begin. Last week I ventured to JFK airport and boarded a flight to Rochester which was delayed 25 minutes.
Had an okay flight which consisted of doodling and reading Invisible Monsters. Chris likes doodling and sketching. everyone should just try it. its real relaxing and reflecting in a way.
Anyway- landed in Rochester and was met by some boy holding a sign that said "Rosenman". And this is how my weekend began. We traveled back to brockport and i experienced college. Experienced new friendships, "freedom", drinking, having nothing to do but play halo. College is great.
I made a bunch of new friends. Hung out with Keelie and Sarah most of the weekend. Watched boondock saints Friday night which was followed by a dance party.
Saturday night went to Brunch. Relaxed. Then partied way too hard and got sick. Retired. Gross.
Sunday we went to an auto show in Rochester. Pretty neat. Then played halo2.
Monday played Halo2 with Scott for a while while Bobby went to class. Oh shit, yeah i visited Bobby Price, that is why i was at brockport. He showed me a great time. We toured the campus and I am excited for when i go away to college sophomore year. I hope all my friends have such a great time going away next year.
Speaking of friends, i feel soo bad for everyone in positive edge. They canceled Greenkill... you shouldnt cancel greenkill.
Last night I told the story of Jimmy sneaking in to Greenkill, to Shelbi. It made my night. That story will always be perfect for laughing.
She made my night last nite, i told her that already.
LAST NIGHT= senior banquet. A HUGEEE sweetsixteen basically. I won an award to "most likely to say hi to you in the hallway" and was really happy about that. still am actually. Bump and Grind dancing will always keep me smiling.
My outfit was just absurd. So uncomfortable but worth wearing. Cowboy hat, sunglasses, shiny blue shirt, metalic tight jeans and cowboy boots.
Everyone seemed to have a great time. Danced with many people. Hung out with everyone and a bunch of people won awards that i was really happy to see win. Jimmy got best personality. Al got everyones friend. Brian and jordan, kailee and ashley, best buds. Dan kelly best sense of humor. Cunningham best stressed. Andrew most artistic. Shelbi broadway. Table 27, respect.
Afterwards we all went to Brian Retus' for a good good time. Just chilled for the night.
Funny parts- dans dancing, matt in general.
Some lame parts that got me in a "blah" mood. But i shouldnt have. Just starting thinking. I am a fucking celebrity in my head. Celebrities arent suposed to hurt.
They arent suposed to have to wait for anything. For girls. blah
They arent suposed to be lied to and then thrown into a shit mood.
However if i were a celebrity, no actually a superhero rather. I would have lungs that could not be destructed. Because it would be so badass to just smoke and have nothing to worry about. I would be cancers enemy. Fuck you cancer. Id smoke ciggerates, i never have, but smoking looks soo cool still today.
Listen to "Bright Eyes-If winter Ends".. I feel semi connected to that song. You know when you hear a song and have to listen to it again and again and just memorize it, even just for the day. And you feel yourself reflecting through the lyrics? Yeah? Well thats a good song for it for me anyway. I like it.
why do i expect her to care, or for anything to change? i know nothing will but we will still be alright.
still have full trust but it seems to always be damaged and forgotten. who knows..
I am losing my mind. Hands down, It is gone.
I am soo happy though, even if i didnt sound it in parts. But no one is all happy in parts. so shut up chris.
hm.. My room is clean. Re-organizing it all. Oh and i hate research papers. especially when i try to be so cool and pick unique topics, its too much work for my mind thats running on energy for 3 classes.
Citations and refrences and proving points off things i've found. i rather not.
But i will becuse im a good student.
Cheez-its are sooooo good. I rarely have them but got them at a tradeshow that i was working with my dad last week. I can see myself getting into that business in the future. Sales. I enjoy talking to people professionally. And dressing up.
Working next week at a show again. Should be neat
Lets see-
4 on 4 hockey game tonight. Ski'ing with Matthew Martucci and Bobby next weekend at windam. going to be soo fun.
Gradhouse is going to be wonderful
and frisbee.
and softballl
2252<3
Dear my friends, you know who you are.
You guys have been great. CP, blue baracuddas, anyone in F-tower...
Thank you for always listening to my shit and hanging out with me.
I appreciate it.
I am going to go watch "one flew over the cuckoo's next"
if anybody would like to hang out ANYTIME, i would like to as well. call me or instant message me or come over.
I'd like to become super social and have so much fun. please
oh and.
mother fucking seniors 05.
I could use more- college, parties, time management
I could use less of- nostalgia, me being stupid, and. i dont know actually
Lets begin. Last week I ventured to JFK airport and boarded a flight to Rochester which was delayed 25 minutes.
Had an okay flight which consisted of doodling and reading Invisible Monsters. Chris likes doodling and sketching. everyone should just try it. its real relaxing and reflecting in a way.
Anyway- landed in Rochester and was met by some boy holding a sign that said "Rosenman". And this is how my weekend began. We traveled back to brockport and i experienced college. Experienced new friendships, "freedom", drinking, having nothing to do but play halo. College is great.
I made a bunch of new friends. Hung out with Keelie and Sarah most of the weekend. Watched boondock saints Friday night which was followed by a dance party.
Saturday night went to Brunch. Relaxed. Then partied way too hard and got sick. Retired. Gross.
Sunday we went to an auto show in Rochester. Pretty neat. Then played halo2.
Monday played Halo2 with Scott for a while while Bobby went to class. Oh shit, yeah i visited Bobby Price, that is why i was at brockport. He showed me a great time. We toured the campus and I am excited for when i go away to college sophomore year. I hope all my friends have such a great time going away next year.
Speaking of friends, i feel soo bad for everyone in positive edge. They canceled Greenkill... you shouldnt cancel greenkill.
Last night I told the story of Jimmy sneaking in to Greenkill, to Shelbi. It made my night. That story will always be perfect for laughing.
She made my night last nite, i told her that already.
LAST NIGHT= senior banquet. A HUGEEE sweetsixteen basically. I won an award to "most likely to say hi to you in the hallway" and was really happy about that. still am actually. Bump and Grind dancing will always keep me smiling.
My outfit was just absurd. So uncomfortable but worth wearing. Cowboy hat, sunglasses, shiny blue shirt, metalic tight jeans and cowboy boots.
Everyone seemed to have a great time. Danced with many people. Hung out with everyone and a bunch of people won awards that i was really happy to see win. Jimmy got best personality. Al got everyones friend. Brian and jordan, kailee and ashley, best buds. Dan kelly best sense of humor. Cunningham best stressed. Andrew most artistic. Shelbi broadway. Table 27, respect.
Afterwards we all went to Brian Retus' for a good good time. Just chilled for the night.
Funny parts- dans dancing, matt in general.
Some lame parts that got me in a "blah" mood. But i shouldnt have. Just starting thinking. I am a fucking celebrity in my head. Celebrities arent suposed to hurt.
They arent suposed to have to wait for anything. For girls. blah
They arent suposed to be lied to and then thrown into a shit mood.
However if i were a celebrity, no actually a superhero rather. I would have lungs that could not be destructed. Because it would be so badass to just smoke and have nothing to worry about. I would be cancers enemy. Fuck you cancer. Id smoke ciggerates, i never have, but smoking looks soo cool still today.
Listen to "Bright Eyes-If winter Ends".. I feel semi connected to that song. You know when you hear a song and have to listen to it again and again and just memorize it, even just for the day. And you feel yourself reflecting through the lyrics? Yeah? Well thats a good song for it for me anyway. I like it.
why do i expect her to care, or for anything to change? i know nothing will but we will still be alright.
still have full trust but it seems to always be damaged and forgotten. who knows..
I am losing my mind. Hands down, It is gone.
I am soo happy though, even if i didnt sound it in parts. But no one is all happy in parts. so shut up chris.
hm.. My room is clean. Re-organizing it all. Oh and i hate research papers. especially when i try to be so cool and pick unique topics, its too much work for my mind thats running on energy for 3 classes.
Citations and refrences and proving points off things i've found. i rather not.
But i will becuse im a good student.
Cheez-its are sooooo good. I rarely have them but got them at a tradeshow that i was working with my dad last week. I can see myself getting into that business in the future. Sales. I enjoy talking to people professionally. And dressing up.
Working next week at a show again. Should be neat
Lets see-
4 on 4 hockey game tonight. Ski'ing with Matthew Martucci and Bobby next weekend at windam. going to be soo fun.
Gradhouse is going to be wonderful
and frisbee.
and softballl
2252<3
Dear my friends, you know who you are.
You guys have been great. CP, blue baracuddas, anyone in F-tower...
Thank you for always listening to my shit and hanging out with me.
I appreciate it.
I am going to go watch "one flew over the cuckoo's next"
if anybody would like to hang out ANYTIME, i would like to as well. call me or instant message me or come over.
I'd like to become super social and have so much fun. please
oh and.
mother fucking seniors 05.