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hey journal its been a while. and i dont really want much from you. except room to write what i should and want to do in the near future
i really have to hang out with anthony, jay, gomez, plunkett, all of them. theyre going to be going away to college/marines/dead soon. ant said i have to start coming out with them again, once the weather gets nicer. so i'm pretty excited about that. and have to make sure i do that
and bobby too, i have to stay close with him.
too many older friends
katie dolan... and megan. ah, i miss you guys too
i should stop getting naked so much in public, i mean its pretty disturbing i bet. ill try to stop. i bet its really annoying too
id like to get to know some sophomores more out of school, i do have time for that still.
i should follow up on every place ive applied for a job at, i still havent found one.
writing and photography, i have to focus more and more on those, really just writing. the book especially
cp is the only "acronym" in smithtown i think.. its kind of funny and sad.
we were started as a joke of an acronym. i think we should be serious, becuase then we would be just those cool kids.
theres no one else, youngers dont know of "sss" or even "glo".
well, even if we dont do anything other than monopoly, we will still have a trip this summer.
i hope lines stop being drawn in friendships. it seems to be happening way to much lately.
i wont say names, but it seems no matter the hang out there will be negitive talk of the same people.
stop bullshiting, and dislike people because you do. not becuase of your friends. please.
i hope jimmy denino gets more sleep and becuase of it can not be so confused at times.
and gets more change, gas money... hey thats an inside joke i think, sorry about that whoevers reading this
what else
oh, steph wallman, i hate you..
actually i really dont, i hope we stay as close as we are for a while. and hang out a lot more soon.
shes out of baseketball and has a while untill shes throwing discus, its great. i enjoy our friendship"
im glad that i stopped letting music effect me. i counted how many people didnt quote lyrics in their profile. it was was about a 10 non quotation marks, to each propperly credited lyric or something.. thats a lot of unquotes.
use quotes, people will still understand your mood, and your parents will understand that they are quotes. and realize that youre not really as depressed as you want people to think.
i used to be like that and my mom got scared. and was like "yo sup. youre depressed now arent you?. i read those away messages about death. dont die"
i hope i last 100 days.
i hope i see lisa soon. i would like to hang out with matt, her, and steph. i think that would be really fun. i want to ask lisa what to do if her nose gets stuffed and see if she remembers. and then go to walgreens if her leg gets better. and find something really fun to wear.and a damn sobe for steph
as weird as this seems, i kind of want to fight with dan. just for jokes though.. and give him a rock to throw at me.
then make up, and id lend him my camera.
and i hope to get to know kristen more as kristen, not just dans girlfriend. shes a nice person.
i hope i get to hang out with ryan more soon. congradulations about the girlfriend ry.
and kortmann, i want to see him soon too. i believe i am sometime real soon. that will be really great if i happens
i think ill stop writing. i want to write about everybody, becuase its so long that if you read all this and werent mentioned, im really sorry.
if you did read all this,
instant message me. and ask me a question. any question.
and tell me you read it all. and ill tell you what i wouldve written for you.
im listening to sublime right now and just thought of danielle cuillos sweet sixteen. well thought of brian coleman, cause we were singing it in the hallway.
then the sweetsixteen becuase we had a long talk about our lives that nite.
im going to talk to him tomorrow and become friends with him again
peace yo journal man/woman/matt brown
i really have to hang out with anthony, jay, gomez, plunkett, all of them. theyre going to be going away to college/marines/dead soon. ant said i have to start coming out with them again, once the weather gets nicer. so i'm pretty excited about that. and have to make sure i do that
and bobby too, i have to stay close with him.
too many older friends
katie dolan... and megan. ah, i miss you guys too
i should stop getting naked so much in public, i mean its pretty disturbing i bet. ill try to stop. i bet its really annoying too
id like to get to know some sophomores more out of school, i do have time for that still.
i should follow up on every place ive applied for a job at, i still havent found one.
writing and photography, i have to focus more and more on those, really just writing. the book especially
cp is the only "acronym" in smithtown i think.. its kind of funny and sad.
we were started as a joke of an acronym. i think we should be serious, becuase then we would be just those cool kids.
theres no one else, youngers dont know of "sss" or even "glo".
well, even if we dont do anything other than monopoly, we will still have a trip this summer.
i hope lines stop being drawn in friendships. it seems to be happening way to much lately.
i wont say names, but it seems no matter the hang out there will be negitive talk of the same people.
stop bullshiting, and dislike people because you do. not becuase of your friends. please.
i hope jimmy denino gets more sleep and becuase of it can not be so confused at times.
and gets more change, gas money... hey thats an inside joke i think, sorry about that whoevers reading this
what else
oh, steph wallman, i hate you..
actually i really dont, i hope we stay as close as we are for a while. and hang out a lot more soon.
shes out of baseketball and has a while untill shes throwing discus, its great. i enjoy our friendship"
im glad that i stopped letting music effect me. i counted how many people didnt quote lyrics in their profile. it was was about a 10 non quotation marks, to each propperly credited lyric or something.. thats a lot of unquotes.
use quotes, people will still understand your mood, and your parents will understand that they are quotes. and realize that youre not really as depressed as you want people to think.
i used to be like that and my mom got scared. and was like "yo sup. youre depressed now arent you?. i read those away messages about death. dont die"
i hope i last 100 days.
i hope i see lisa soon. i would like to hang out with matt, her, and steph. i think that would be really fun. i want to ask lisa what to do if her nose gets stuffed and see if she remembers. and then go to walgreens if her leg gets better. and find something really fun to wear.and a damn sobe for steph
as weird as this seems, i kind of want to fight with dan. just for jokes though.. and give him a rock to throw at me.
then make up, and id lend him my camera.
and i hope to get to know kristen more as kristen, not just dans girlfriend. shes a nice person.
i hope i get to hang out with ryan more soon. congradulations about the girlfriend ry.
and kortmann, i want to see him soon too. i believe i am sometime real soon. that will be really great if i happens
i think ill stop writing. i want to write about everybody, becuase its so long that if you read all this and werent mentioned, im really sorry.
if you did read all this,
instant message me. and ask me a question. any question.
and tell me you read it all. and ill tell you what i wouldve written for you.
im listening to sublime right now and just thought of danielle cuillos sweet sixteen. well thought of brian coleman, cause we were singing it in the hallway.
then the sweetsixteen becuase we had a long talk about our lives that nite.
im going to talk to him tomorrow and become friends with him again
peace yo journal man/woman/matt brown