Oct 23, 2003 22:44
keith [my older brother] is coming home soon.
im writing about him in english class tomorrow, we have to write a description about a person
and i think hes the perfect person to describe
i wont really get into detail here, ill save it for the essay
but, yeah. i want to fly back out to california to visit him again,
i enjoy leaving smithtown. theres so much more out there
ive been trying to sort of plan out my future, but my ideas are either really irational, or just ones i wont pursue.
for 1, id like to move to a more rural area. where there arent too too many people,
but than at other times i want to be right in the middle of life.
so im probably going to wind up living somewhere in mid suburbia. where i pay way too much money on school taxes
and ill be working a lame job. sitting in an office selling insurance.
but yeah, i enjoy seeing my brother because he lives in L.A. hes also lived in Baltimore and Canada.
and we share many of the same beliefs. and yeah, whoevers reading this should meet my brother.
for now life is good in smithtown, i really enjoy my friends and family and all.
i plan to start to grow up alittle within the next few years, not a severe growing up,
but just at the same pace that ive been progressing over the past year would be good probably.
when im older i do not want to have a major change in my attitude and be a strict asshole about everything
and if i ever have kids im going to be a good dad.
maybe i could be a teacher when im older, ive been with kids at like my hockey camp job.
and my nephew likes me
and matthews little brother does too.
so we'll see.
if i still remember that i have this journal 4 years from now, i hope to accomplished at least one of the things i wrote tonight
bye journal