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So during the last hour I realized have utterly depressed I am, and that I have no self esteem, like none what so ever. Sad eh?
I feel fat, very fat. Being strict until I lose 15lbs. New goal wieght is 110.
I wish I had someone to talk to. I wish Chris was online. He's like one of the only people these days I can actually have an interesting conversation with.
I think Steve is ingnoring me.
Damn, I suck. I planned to write a huge interesting entry about durgs and depression but I forgot what I was going to say. Hmmm.
Ok well it's time for bed I suppose. Bye.
I feel fat, very fat. Being strict until I lose 15lbs. New goal wieght is 110.
I wish I had someone to talk to. I wish Chris was online. He's like one of the only people these days I can actually have an interesting conversation with.
I think Steve is ingnoring me.
Damn, I suck. I planned to write a huge interesting entry about durgs and depression but I forgot what I was going to say. Hmmm.
Ok well it's time for bed I suppose. Bye.