i'm exploding inside.
How can someone continue to do what they do even though they know they are slowly tearing apart their family?
How can someone act like everything is peachy keen, when in fact it's not. Why does she deny the truth, hide things, and continue to screw us over.
Why do you continue to make people sacrfice their things because of your mistakes. Taking away someone's dreams time after time, and doing it so nonchalantly.. if you cared, you would stop. Enough with the bullshit lies. One can't take anymore.
Is it right for someone to wish their father would just leave and take them with him...
Is it right that the thing you scare the most is ending up like her...
I feel so guilty for feeling the way i do sometimes.. I can't help it though.
She thinks I'm the one with the problem?.... my only problem is her and having to watch her take everything away from us.
She is the only person that can put me in this state of mind where I feel wrong for feeling like this, and I shouldn't.
I could sit here crying for hours... the day i leave this house is the day all this pain will erase because I won't be forced to pretend everythings okay, and feel a different way completely inside... and damn her for making me feel this way. I can't forgive the same mistakes over and over again... but thanks to her for making me realize exactly what I dont wanna be.
I'm so disgusted by juries right now. I was watching tv the other night and A guy beat his wife, stabbed her over 40 times, and killed her mother by slitting her throat.. He only got 7 years prison.. and He wasn't even charged for murder (for killing the mom) or even attempted murder (for his wife).... 7 freakin years for killing someone and almost killing his wife... YET.. The guy that stole a mail truck and held a postal employee hostage a while ago, He gets life in prison.... I am completely floored that the asshole only got 7 years... after 7 years he can go after her again. this lady has to live her life running now because he wasn't convicted of the crimes he did.. geez. sick people....
How can someone act like everything is peachy keen, when in fact it's not. Why does she deny the truth, hide things, and continue to screw us over.
Why do you continue to make people sacrfice their things because of your mistakes. Taking away someone's dreams time after time, and doing it so nonchalantly.. if you cared, you would stop. Enough with the bullshit lies. One can't take anymore.
Is it right for someone to wish their father would just leave and take them with him...
Is it right that the thing you scare the most is ending up like her...
I feel so guilty for feeling the way i do sometimes.. I can't help it though.
She thinks I'm the one with the problem?.... my only problem is her and having to watch her take everything away from us.
She is the only person that can put me in this state of mind where I feel wrong for feeling like this, and I shouldn't.
I could sit here crying for hours... the day i leave this house is the day all this pain will erase because I won't be forced to pretend everythings okay, and feel a different way completely inside... and damn her for making me feel this way. I can't forgive the same mistakes over and over again... but thanks to her for making me realize exactly what I dont wanna be.
I'm so disgusted by juries right now. I was watching tv the other night and A guy beat his wife, stabbed her over 40 times, and killed her mother by slitting her throat.. He only got 7 years prison.. and He wasn't even charged for murder (for killing the mom) or even attempted murder (for his wife).... 7 freakin years for killing someone and almost killing his wife... YET.. The guy that stole a mail truck and held a postal employee hostage a while ago, He gets life in prison.... I am completely floored that the asshole only got 7 years... after 7 years he can go after her again. this lady has to live her life running now because he wasn't convicted of the crimes he did.. geez. sick people....