This pain is doesn't make me stronger but gruff

[homoliberum]

This pain is doesn't make me stronger but gruff
Lonely songs of broken soul
What it is
Every lonely day
Doesn’t make me stronger
Not at all
Every lonely night
Doesn’t kill my pain
Not at all
I am weak
More and more
Paint it gray
All in all
My dreams became a sand
In the ruthless cold
The wind of emptiness is fills my sails
he is driving my boat
Every lonely day
Smell s like dusty flower
Every lonely night
Every lonely hour
Make my heart as cold
As arctic ice
When they ask me
How I feel
I just answer -nice-
All my tears around this world
Making whirlpool in my soul
Every lonely day
Didn’t make me stronger
Not at all
Every lonely night
I’m weak
And all that stuff
It didn’t make me stronger
But gruff
every lonely day
every lonely night
I just Paint it gray
And call it bright