FIC: Lobotomy Heart

[homo_pink]

J2 AU, NC-17, 5k - It's the summer of 1968 and Jensen, son of a doctor, has become fascinated with a patient.
warnings for: underage, mental disorders, hypersexuality, light bloodplay, past violence, offensive/outdated terms

gift for blackrabbit42 for spn_j2_xmas(your list of likes made me so incredibly happy and i do hope this is something along the lines of what you

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[blackrabbit42]

...features of morbid jealousy

THIS FIC IS MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...please dirty me

This fic is tearing me in two parts... one part that wants to go back and read all the beautiful things you tucked in here-hand in mine like a curl of hair kept safe in a ruby locket-and another part that needs to go back and read all the dirty-bad-wrong bits-fuck-weak, fondling himself between the legs, grinding the blankets, ready, ready.

OK, there's a third part too... part that wants to dissect all the clever bits and figure out how the hell you did it. HOW???? How is this Jared: He wasn't very coordinated, not in those initial moments, and Jensen knew by the stop-and-start of it, the jerky churn of his hips, his concentrated brow, that Jared was giving him something special, was gracing Jensen with the gift of the innocent, perhaps his last shred of it. also this Jared: mouthed along the soft inner part of his knee, arch of his foot, stuttered out when Jared was shoving at Jensen's backside, thrusting relentlessly, perfected. at the same time, and how did you fit them both perfectly into Jensen's head so we didn't even notice??????

It's 3 AM. My brain can't even wrap around this half enough to give it credit, but my heart definitely says thank you, thank you, what an amazing fic and awesome gift. SO LUCKY.

XOXOXOOXO
:)

[homo_pink]

so so happy and relieved you liked! i was so thrilled to receive you and even more so when i read your likes. they truly felt like a gift for me ♥ (also, i'd gotten a comment notif from you talking about imaginary jensen fic, midway through writing this - so i thought i'd try my hand at the opposite this time. i do hope it worked!)

hope you had a very lovely december!