Borrowed Words
I could never explain the way I've been feeling lately...however, i found someone who can:
"I've felt so incredibly unimaginative and directionless lately. I haven't been meeting anyone new -- nor do I have the motivation to do so -- and I've been losing contact with everyone else (my own fault, maybe... probably).
In this state of mind, I've come to realize that I'm the queen of nostalgia. I am. There's this list in my head I run over and over: the people who've been in and out of my life, and the inevitable meaninglessness of it (them) all. And then I wonder who in my current life will become that kind of a ghost in the future. It's not easy to come to terms with.
I'm so afraid of getting hurt. Of fucking up. And, more than anything else right now, of not figuring out what the hell I want to do with myself -- when all I really want is not to do anything at all. Except maybe curl up and listen to some..." (fill in the blank)
thank you seafoodmwg
i know exactly how you feel.
"I've felt so incredibly unimaginative and directionless lately. I haven't been meeting anyone new -- nor do I have the motivation to do so -- and I've been losing contact with everyone else (my own fault, maybe... probably).
In this state of mind, I've come to realize that I'm the queen of nostalgia. I am. There's this list in my head I run over and over: the people who've been in and out of my life, and the inevitable meaninglessness of it (them) all. And then I wonder who in my current life will become that kind of a ghost in the future. It's not easy to come to terms with.
I'm so afraid of getting hurt. Of fucking up. And, more than anything else right now, of not figuring out what the hell I want to do with myself -- when all I really want is not to do anything at all. Except maybe curl up and listen to some..." (fill in the blank)
thank you seafoodmwg
i know exactly how you feel.