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why have i been so bitter toward everyone lately?
maybe the stress is finally getting to me...
i mean, here i am, 4am AGAIN
finding that i can't sleep.
i've been contemplating about the past
and how i miss everyone from back home
i miss my close friends
i miss being so carefree
so free...
and i'm really hating this trust issue that
i've been having since i've moved here...
i haven't been myself
Sarah S. is starting to take notice
where is that happy-go-lucky self going?
maybe i'm not cut out for this "real world"
this "college life"
but it's almost over
i've got this one last week of hell
and hopefully everything can smooth on out from there
at least until spring of course.
maybe the stress is finally getting to me...
i mean, here i am, 4am AGAIN
finding that i can't sleep.
i've been contemplating about the past
and how i miss everyone from back home
i miss my close friends
i miss being so carefree
so free...
and i'm really hating this trust issue that
i've been having since i've moved here...
i haven't been myself
Sarah S. is starting to take notice
where is that happy-go-lucky self going?
maybe i'm not cut out for this "real world"
this "college life"
but it's almost over
i've got this one last week of hell
and hopefully everything can smooth on out from there
at least until spring of course.