i don't suck..well maybe sometimes...
i miss ada so much, i just talked to her the other day for the first time in what feels like ages. it amazes me how alike we are, but that might just be from all the time we spent together. it's weired, in new york i felt too old and dried up, but here i really feel seventeen again. i don't know what it is, maybe it's b/c i'm back in school or w/ a chill guy and have nice friends who actually care abt life and the world. it's refreshing, yet a bit strange to see the ppl here my age that seem so carefree, yeah most of them have lil bastard babies, but there is still an air of innocents abt them that i adore. i like how they aren't fake, just nice and how like me they do the whole over share thing.
paul told me he watches me when i sleep w/ him (sleep not sex) that kinda freaked me out.
speaing of which i have really been making myself sick, i spend the whole day w/ him then after i get home i call him missing him, how clingy is that! and its not like i was looking for a conversation, i really did just call say "i just called b/c i missed you" he made up some bullshit abbt dreaming abt me then i said i had to go. i'm so pathedic.
i just finished my english paper that's due in an hour.
omg! apperntly he is just as sad as i am, he just came in hear out of class kissed me and walked back into the room.
paul told me he watches me when i sleep w/ him (sleep not sex) that kinda freaked me out.
speaing of which i have really been making myself sick, i spend the whole day w/ him then after i get home i call him missing him, how clingy is that! and its not like i was looking for a conversation, i really did just call say "i just called b/c i missed you" he made up some bullshit abbt dreaming abt me then i said i had to go. i'm so pathedic.
i just finished my english paper that's due in an hour.
omg! apperntly he is just as sad as i am, he just came in hear out of class kissed me and walked back into the room.