I want to cry.
I feel incredibly lame. I have recently discovered that I find alot of guys 'cute' 'hot' attractive' (They are all differing degrees of good-lookingness to me.) I've alos discovered that almost any guy I get to know I find myself actually attracted to. Few of them I would actually seriously date...maybe...that's part of my problem.
I'm attracted to waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to many guys. I don't(mentally)want a romantic rlationship right now. But I feel left out and ignored(heart-ly...yeah don't ask).
I could name ten guys from work right now who I wouldn't mind hanging out with more. Five I would mind dating on a casual basis, and at least two that I wouldn't mind dating on a serious basis.
I could do the same thing with any other activity that I'm in.
The biggest problems that I face? They're to young, they're to old, they're taken, they don't like me, I really don't want to get involved with them, and the list varies from person to person.
I really don't want or need a relationship right now. It would be distracting, I would be focused on it rather than my job, work, and acting. It would also hurt. I know it wouldn't last, since I'm still devolping hormonally I will change and most likely they will too. If not, they're to old for me. We will change, and "fall out of love", which means that we will get over our infatuation and phisical attraction for each other.
I keep expecting the man of dreams to walk through a door/walk by me on the street, look at me and fall madly in love with me. I woul fall madly in love with him, and we would know instantly that we were made for each other, and we would live happily ever after.
There is no such thing as love at first sight. It is sexual attraction. After you get to know each other, it may grow to love, but at first it's merely physical.
I just need to keep reminding myself that I'm to young, and that patentence is a virtue.
Bull shit. I don't need anyone, but I want someone badly.
I'm attracted to waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to many guys. I don't(mentally)want a romantic rlationship right now. But I feel left out and ignored(heart-ly...yeah don't ask).
I could name ten guys from work right now who I wouldn't mind hanging out with more. Five I would mind dating on a casual basis, and at least two that I wouldn't mind dating on a serious basis.
I could do the same thing with any other activity that I'm in.
The biggest problems that I face? They're to young, they're to old, they're taken, they don't like me, I really don't want to get involved with them, and the list varies from person to person.
I really don't want or need a relationship right now. It would be distracting, I would be focused on it rather than my job, work, and acting. It would also hurt. I know it wouldn't last, since I'm still devolping hormonally I will change and most likely they will too. If not, they're to old for me. We will change, and "fall out of love", which means that we will get over our infatuation and phisical attraction for each other.
I keep expecting the man of dreams to walk through a door/walk by me on the street, look at me and fall madly in love with me. I woul fall madly in love with him, and we would know instantly that we were made for each other, and we would live happily ever after.
There is no such thing as love at first sight. It is sexual attraction. After you get to know each other, it may grow to love, but at first it's merely physical.
I just need to keep reminding myself that I'm to young, and that patentence is a virtue.
Bull shit. I don't need anyone, but I want someone badly.