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BAH! I'm so frickin tired of everyone around me randomly turning in to something they're not to impress everyone else that's as shallow as they're trying to be. IDSMFOIAUSFOIMADFPOISDUMC. It drives me insane! I practically have no friends because everyone's suddenly too cool for me. It makes me realize why Mike's the only one I hang out with anymore...because he's the only one who really even knows who he is anymore. He's still the same person he was when we started dating but he's changed a bit for the better. In other words, he's grown up as opposed to everyone else who seems like they've gotten even more immature in their vain obsessions with themselves. It just really urks me. And Alexia's a good one too. She's the same person I met a year ago...once again...more mature, but just as fun. We'd hang out more if stupid FYE didn't make her work all afternoon. Bah eff FYE. I quit because I couldn't get any hours..Alexia works ALL THE TIME! I just don't know anymore. I'm so ready for graduation...to just meet new people that have the same interests as me and won't suddenly not have the same interests as me as soon as someone 'cooler' comes around. Someone who won't decide to stop talking to me in the halls because they'd rather talk to their brand new super cool stoner friends that will all end up living with their parents their entire lives working at McDonald's. (no, I'm not saying that all stoners will end up like that, but it's a statistic) and I don't have time for that shit. I don't need it to have fun or make my life more thrilling. I'm pretty good with who I am and what I do, even if it's not much. I just don't wanna deal with the fakeness anymore. It's such a waste of time. If I were to do that crapp I wouldn't have near the grades that I do...which are amazing. Amazing enough that I don't HAVE to go to TCC...I can choose to because I already know the company I'm probably going to work for for like the rest of my life and they're a worldwide multi-billion dollar corporation so I think I'm good.
I just want some real friends...not these fake ass people that make everyone feel good for a day or two then drop them. I will find them somewhere I guess there's just so few that they're a lot harder to find. I love Mike to death but I'm sick of him being like my only friend. And Jon and Thomas. Because I don't even really hang out with them that often, because we don't hang out unless Mike's there. And obviously I'm not big on the whole 'pot' thing so I'm not just gonna sit around while they do it.
WHO KNOWS! Maybe the decent people were surface soon.
I just want some real friends...not these fake ass people that make everyone feel good for a day or two then drop them. I will find them somewhere I guess there's just so few that they're a lot harder to find. I love Mike to death but I'm sick of him being like my only friend. And Jon and Thomas. Because I don't even really hang out with them that often, because we don't hang out unless Mike's there. And obviously I'm not big on the whole 'pot' thing so I'm not just gonna sit around while they do it.
WHO KNOWS! Maybe the decent people were surface soon.