sigh
so much going on... im officially a volunteer in our FRG... hey it'll keep me busy since the 2 jobs i volunteered for our leader decided to let me do both and combine into one job. Im secretary adn newletter editor. that way i dont have to communicate or rely on anyone but her and myself and my notes. which if i do it right it shouldn't be too bad, instead of 10 hrs a mth it'll be like 15-20 but thats okay, nothing else to do with my time since obviously im not starting school back netime in my near future... screw PHOENIX... going to Ed Center soon hopefully. Dr apt tomorrow, kinda scared even though it's only for a referel but still i duno what to expect from it. i have some problems we have to get taken care of, its nothing major as of yet. going home in Nov instead of Oct... duno if scott can go or not, i will hopefully find out in plenty of time to buy his plane ticket though so we shall see. trying to find a job, lets see what turns up... i gotta do something or im gonna go crazy... car should be here in about 2 weeks! yippie and then i can do stuff with emma, like go to the playgroup up here! Christmas isn't far away and i feel so bad b/c we really do not have the money to get emma much, not like she needs much but this is her first christmas and since scott will miss her 2nd one i kinda wanna go all out for all of her firsts ya know. oh well we shall see... a few ppl have called about cakes and if i can do that and save the money we will have something to play wiht without going into savings but this sucks b/c geesh we can't even use our fireplace... it would cost us more than to use the CHAC (central heat and air) the wood here is way to $$ to deal with it and with emma crawling around and pulling herself up and all that it's more of a danger to us since we can't block it off if we were to use it. started the pill again.. ugh... i have lost ALL of my pregnancy weight and now i can work on toneing up which we are doing, scott is helping me and i want to lose at least 5 lbs, which is pretty much left over from where eh was in iraq the first time around that way i can try to hopefully fit into some of these clothes that seem to be taking up too much room in my closet.