Its been awhile.
I haven't really updated this in awhile so I'll give it a shot again.
I wish I could be home more, in virginia more, with my family more, slow down and take a look around, but it seems almost impossible. I miss my friends back home so incredibly much but it seems like I've lost most of them and I guess that's my own fault. I love my new life but I miss my old one. I wish I could have chill mode every sunday with ryan, and go to Dairy Queen with ashley on random nights. I miss Kailee, Sarah, and Rachel. I hate that my girlfriend lives across the country and I can't see her when I want. That's probably the hardest thing in my life at the moment. No one said life was easy. I just miss being a normal teenager. Even if the band does work out, this can't last more than 10 years. That leaves me at 27...what then?
I turn 18 in 2 weeks. I'm not really stoked, it's just going to be like another day. But on the brighter side of things, the band is doing well but I won't babble on anymore.
Word.
I wish I could be home more, in virginia more, with my family more, slow down and take a look around, but it seems almost impossible. I miss my friends back home so incredibly much but it seems like I've lost most of them and I guess that's my own fault. I love my new life but I miss my old one. I wish I could have chill mode every sunday with ryan, and go to Dairy Queen with ashley on random nights. I miss Kailee, Sarah, and Rachel. I hate that my girlfriend lives across the country and I can't see her when I want. That's probably the hardest thing in my life at the moment. No one said life was easy. I just miss being a normal teenager. Even if the band does work out, this can't last more than 10 years. That leaves me at 27...what then?
I turn 18 in 2 weeks. I'm not really stoked, it's just going to be like another day. But on the brighter side of things, the band is doing well but I won't babble on anymore.
Word.