Yeah, Well, I don't know.

[homeschoolbabe]

Hi. What are you doing? Me? Nothing as always. I'm just sitting here bored out of my mind. I updated my site if that tells ya how bored I am? I update it like every day! I don't have a life. Some people abuse the fact that they can go out and hang with friends at malls and things. They don't know how it is to have to stay in til they get grounded. I've never been grouded before for over 2 minutes and that was from like the computer or the phone (when I actually had someone to call). I might as well be grounded tho! I don't get to go anywhere. Mom and dad said that I can go somewhere with James (my bf). Ha. Like when will he ever have a car again? Funny. His mom keeps making him and his step-dad pay for the house payment n shyt. I miss him, but it seems like I'm always the one that keeps any of my relationships together like noone else cares! I like James yes, but dang. You think he could pick up 50 cents to call his girl! I been talking to alot of people & they say that even tho a bf has a job he should be able to still find some time for his girlfriend every day. Well, Yeah, Not with Susie tho. Everyone wants to be d!cks about it! I'm like so in love with this other guy and it's killing me! He won't go with me because I won't break up with James. I won't break up with him cuz I really like him and this guy I'm in love with (or think I am) is an hour and 30 mins. away! I think I don't get to see my bf now... What if I was to go with him? I wouldn't be able to see him as much. Plus He's planning on going to college. Screw that. I don't know. I'm f*cked up I know. James, If you see this. I like you alot, but we need to be actuall together and hang out! K? Laterz.

love ur friend always,

~*~Suzi~*~