Feb 22, 2007 22:40
I'm losing it.
Lost.
Never knew how to begin searching.
Bland.
Falling back and lying still-pathetically hibernating until the chill has risen.
Unenticing...
Bought a 12 pack of rolling rock. Now we progress throughout. How good will this shit flow with the essence of alcohol and digesting hot dog with cheese sauce. Swishing sounds indicate a large amount of fluid in my gut. Yet i reassure you, i only drank a 20 oz. bottle of water!
(retrieving beer 2)
Got my father's super nintendo working today. Earthworm Jim and Zombies Ate My Neighbors used to make any day a successful one. Now it is more of a reminiscent clause that i really just cannot reason with anymore. Why does every thing i see have to have a memory association. What are new memories. *gulp*
I fear that i am diabetic. Blood sugar bull-shit along with the usual paranoid standard. Whatever happened to blocks of amazing programming? Marathons and special event kinda shit, people used to look forward to. Couldn't i maybe belong to something amazing sometime?
Contradictive Smut I Am!
Alcoholic tendencies with a swollen gut and fear of diabetes.
(off to beer #3)
I wanna write a novel/short story.
Always have.
Cliche me never has had the time.
(then who does?)
Could i borrow maybe 15 minutes?
Concentrate
must learn to concentrate.
(Beer 4)
until then- HomerJayFroman