to some ppl...
man i feel hella bad now.. turned down a good friends offer to go chill.. parents were sorta against it.. then again.. seems like a lot of ppl are against it..
i know u wont read this.... becoming friends with you and the group has been the best part of my high school.. without friends like u, i dunno how i'd stand all those years of nehs
i dunno why.. but it seems like so many ppl.. teachers, students, parents and even my own parents frown upon the fact that i have you guys as friends. ppl discriminate against me for who i am and those that i chose as my friends..
i wish i knew why.. but i guess thats all in the past..
ppl have told me that i changed a lot in high school.. that i caught on some bad habits.. or in other words.. made wrong decisions in terms of friendships.. i disagree wholeheartly... you guys have been the best group of ppl for me in high school.. u guys were the ones who knew me.. who understood and accepted me... when it seemed like i was distancing myself from the rest of nehs.. i became friends with all of u and in turn... found myself even further from most ppl in school..
i honestly tired real hard to make friends back in high school amongst classmates and such.. but most just shunned me away.. you guys became my only friends throughout most of high school ..
i do not regret it one bit. ppl have asked me why i choose to hang out with the ppl i'm around and why i've become a bad kid.. whether you (whoever reads this) personally believe it or not.. i was considered a bad kid in high school.. branded by teachers and students.. most feared/disdained/ were disgusted of me most likely.. i can't do anything to change that.
my parents say that we as ppl are affected greatly by out environment, by the ppl/friends around us. as the chinese proveb goes " those closer to red tend to become red, those closer to black tend to turn black" ( lol i know this is a lousy translation. but those of u who know chinese enough should understand it ) they've told me more then once that i should beware.. because some of my friends were not exactly the guai studious type found common in nehs.. so i guess they weren't too happy everytime i went out to chill with them... i've had to turn down their offers to do stuff numerous time . i feel bad everytime i do so. why? cuz they are my friends.. unless i have a urgent / important reason, why would i turn down a chance to spend time with them..
anyways what got me thinking about all of this was cuz i had to turn down another call to go out.. funny how many ppl say i have lots of friends.. yet throughout this whole winter break, only a few ppl have actually called me up to do something.. for that i'm grateful because these ppl are my real friends.. they actually find time to chill with me.. i'm not complaining or anything.. i'm merely stating a truth...
so yeah, i wish i could spend more time with the group and that some ppl could have come back to tw.. u know who u are.. lol
sorry man. i honestly would have went especially since u told me of the sales and shit. hahaha i promise next time we're in tw. we're definitely go find sales again, drive around and be assholes behind the wheel.. hahahah
take care guys. safe trip back and have a good second semester.. lol
i know mine is gonna be painful.. haha
your friend,
andrew
i know u wont read this.... becoming friends with you and the group has been the best part of my high school.. without friends like u, i dunno how i'd stand all those years of nehs
i dunno why.. but it seems like so many ppl.. teachers, students, parents and even my own parents frown upon the fact that i have you guys as friends. ppl discriminate against me for who i am and those that i chose as my friends..
i wish i knew why.. but i guess thats all in the past..
ppl have told me that i changed a lot in high school.. that i caught on some bad habits.. or in other words.. made wrong decisions in terms of friendships.. i disagree wholeheartly... you guys have been the best group of ppl for me in high school.. u guys were the ones who knew me.. who understood and accepted me... when it seemed like i was distancing myself from the rest of nehs.. i became friends with all of u and in turn... found myself even further from most ppl in school..
i honestly tired real hard to make friends back in high school amongst classmates and such.. but most just shunned me away.. you guys became my only friends throughout most of high school ..
i do not regret it one bit. ppl have asked me why i choose to hang out with the ppl i'm around and why i've become a bad kid.. whether you (whoever reads this) personally believe it or not.. i was considered a bad kid in high school.. branded by teachers and students.. most feared/disdained/ were disgusted of me most likely.. i can't do anything to change that.
my parents say that we as ppl are affected greatly by out environment, by the ppl/friends around us. as the chinese proveb goes " those closer to red tend to become red, those closer to black tend to turn black" ( lol i know this is a lousy translation. but those of u who know chinese enough should understand it ) they've told me more then once that i should beware.. because some of my friends were not exactly the guai studious type found common in nehs.. so i guess they weren't too happy everytime i went out to chill with them... i've had to turn down their offers to do stuff numerous time . i feel bad everytime i do so. why? cuz they are my friends.. unless i have a urgent / important reason, why would i turn down a chance to spend time with them..
anyways what got me thinking about all of this was cuz i had to turn down another call to go out.. funny how many ppl say i have lots of friends.. yet throughout this whole winter break, only a few ppl have actually called me up to do something.. for that i'm grateful because these ppl are my real friends.. they actually find time to chill with me.. i'm not complaining or anything.. i'm merely stating a truth...
so yeah, i wish i could spend more time with the group and that some ppl could have come back to tw.. u know who u are.. lol
sorry man. i honestly would have went especially since u told me of the sales and shit. hahaha i promise next time we're in tw. we're definitely go find sales again, drive around and be assholes behind the wheel.. hahahah
take care guys. safe trip back and have a good second semester.. lol
i know mine is gonna be painful.. haha
your friend,
andrew