Jun 10, 2006 16:16
So, I went to the mall today, again, with my mom. It was fun, some goofy lookin guy cut my mom's hair, and I passed. haha. freakishly weird. I think I'm gonna try red highlights. I love red.
It's raining now, I love the rain. It makes me think alot & it makes me feel happy & glum at the same time. I guess it just depends on the moment though. I almost died driving back to Venice yesterday. . the rain almost threw my car off the road!! fuck shit cunt. haha. It was scary though.
Other than that the past few days have been alright. My love for him will never fade away, and I will always feel the same about him no matter what. Times have been sorta shady, and I know shit is on his mind. I just wish he'd tell me. I've missed him alot lately, I don't know what it is. . .I'm always there, but it still feels distant? I dont understand how I feel sometimes. I just wish someone could comprehend my feelings, when I can't. I hope we're right, and things are fine still. I just, love him so much.