should i be doing this?
while mascara was bleeding from her eyes,
she reached for the tissues
you would of thought she'd use it to clean the dripping blood on her wrists;
that's what you would expect from someone,
but then again,
she's not just someone
you never know what will hapen with her...
she used it to blow her nose.
=]
She looked at herself in the mirror
and saw everything she hates.
A circular face that was the victim of laughter
Two nostrils for a nose,
and worn-out black eyes
She looked into her eyes the way she wished someone else would
and saw the smile that many had complimented
but realized that if you looked longer
a split second more,
you could see all the pain that she's felt
Scared that her pain was so visable,
she knew what she had to do then...
I don't want to open my eyes
and see the truth
I don't want to have to accept what's there.
Tell me that I can just pass you by,
that I dont have to care
Because that's want to hear,
Its not that I want to forget you,
I dont want to deal with you
I cant take it,
We should just let go.
You just aren't satisfying me anymore.
How about we mix it up
and we change some things..
I dont like the way things are going now
I'm headed in the wrong direction,
i know i am.
I cant stand what im going through
it's something that I didn't want to deal with
i heard that ppl like me...
that we have problems,
but i don't need help
leave me alone.
I don't like you people anymore,
we've had our fun
and our jokes are all the same
let's call it quits
cause you're not who i thought you were
we are just friends because of the way things work,
i know i would have never talked to you
i know what's to blame,
it's our families
i mean, they put us there.
We really should go our seperate ways...
i know what kind of friends i want
they kind i can have fun with,
and do anything with,
you don't have the same adrenilene rush
you're too good.