Jan 18, 2006 16:51
List 15 things you want to say to people but know you never will.
Don't say who they are.
1. You are probably the dumbest person I've ever met, but your idiotic moments make me laugh harder than I have in a long time.
2. You're a fucking liar and cannot be trusted and I'm glad I found that out, even though it was the hard way.
3. Just because you're 35 and I'm 21 doesn't mean that you're better or smarter or more mature than me, it just means your parents had sex before mine. Nobody likes your holier than thou attitude, you need to get knocked down a notch.
4. You're bi-polar and need to see someone about that. Only, there's no rush because your anger is never aimed my way anymore.
5. Being friends with you has helped me through so many things and if I were a lesbian I'd so marry you.
6. You're getting married for the wrong reasons. I know you feel like you're too far into it to get out, but there's a girl here that has fallen for you and would help you through anything. This girl loves you and is too scared to tell you. If you love your fiance, then why are you staying nights at someone else's? Your fiance could never make you as happy as this girl can and as this girl wants to. All she wants from you is for you to love her and to hold her like you do when she's sleeping. Stop fucking with her head, it's tearing her up.
7. I want to go home with you for a weekend and show your family just how special and smart and wonderful you really are so that they can then see the person that I respect and love.
8. You deserve better and I wish I could show you that.
9. I love you, and I've never told you that before in a serious way, but I do love you and I'll never be closer to anyone else and I can't wait to come back so that we can continue our mischief.
10. I'm scared that you won't be able to do it and that I'll never be able to show you how wonderful everything can be.
11. The things I found out from you the other day hurt me more than you will ever know. I'm still not over that game you played with my head all those years ago. You knew how I felt. I hope someone fucks you over.
12. If you would have said yes, I would have stayed.
13. Because of you, all of my plans were messed up and I've been living in hell for months. I hope that next time you do it, and there will surely be a next time, it kills you.
14. I wish you were here. I'd make us hot tea and we could sit on the couch and talk about everything that's happened since you left. I know things were shitty a lot but there were great times too, dancing in the hallway, dr mario tournaments, ying's takeout coupons with rented movies, and I'd really like to just talk everything out with you and have you hold me one more time.
15. You'll never know what you've done for me. How you've made me change how I feel about and look at myself. I wish you'd met me first.