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Jul 21, 2005 13:59

man it's so boring here. I miss you all, especially Jason of course. I miss him so much it hurts sometimes. Ilove him with everything thats in me. Which is probably hwy I feel jealous of everyone who he hangs out with...it sad really. Its only because i still can't see him for another 2 and a half weeks :( I hate being away from him. Its not fair!! and being away from him is making me increasingly paranoid which makes me feel totally awful. Im also worried what other people say or think about me now because I lost my only feeling of security that i get from being with Jason because i can't be with him. This world can be so cruel...

much love to all...

P.S. you all can still call me on my cell at anytime!! (please do!!)
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