Never Carring

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Here I am lost again
Around in circles I go again
Never here never there,
But always there when people need a hand
When I am needed I am there
There for other but never there for myself
Heart bleeding, emotions screaming
Outside calm, and collected
But in side screaming
Never ending never really starting
Pain and suffering is all I have
And all I know
Things have started
Now I am just waiting for and end
The end of life the end of love
And the end of me carring