Bad Bad day
i'm sick, had a fever all week, it sucks
and now my granddad is dead. my mother's father. it really sucks.
he's one of those people in my life that i only saw once a year (cause he lived in florida)
but he's one of those people i always expected to be there
i mean, i knew he would die some day, like i know i will die someday
but it still feels unreal when it happens
and its sad.
i hope my mom's ok, she's probably not. her dad died. i wouldn't be ok if my dad died.
granddad and i weren't that close, but close enough to have this hurt
now i only have one grandparent left, my Oma.
i'm going to florida tomorrow. death is such an intrusion.
and now my granddad is dead. my mother's father. it really sucks.
he's one of those people in my life that i only saw once a year (cause he lived in florida)
but he's one of those people i always expected to be there
i mean, i knew he would die some day, like i know i will die someday
but it still feels unreal when it happens
and its sad.
i hope my mom's ok, she's probably not. her dad died. i wouldn't be ok if my dad died.
granddad and i weren't that close, but close enough to have this hurt
now i only have one grandparent left, my Oma.
i'm going to florida tomorrow. death is such an intrusion.