Oct 08, 2005 17:53
I dont know who my true friends are anymore. I can count three, one is my mum.
Saturday nights and no one to call kinda makes you feel like shit.
maybe I am too close minded, maybe i am to shy, maybe I just generally cant get along with people or feel they are out to get me. This sense of paranoia is wreaking havoc on my ability to make friends. or keep friends. Or even like the people i am friends with. I dont think im making much sense. Livejournal ranting doesnt help.
Maybe i should stop being so self centered, as i have been told i am.
get over it already Maddison.