Aug 07, 2005 19:24
clearing sickness is good.
weekend was good apart from still feeling like shit. Seeing shot point blank and jungle fever only twice each when i was at all the shows was a bit irritating, but not being able to stand without feeling sick or coughing my lungs up i think is a fair excuse.. But each time i did listen to them.. haha.
Things with Adam are getting back on track, time to talk and understand eachother alot more is very useful, having a friend like him is better than not having one. ha ha.
Tomorrows going to be a long horrible day. I dont want to go back and do this. Work this week is going to be tough after a week off.
Having awesome friends is a great thing. Friends not talking to me kinda of sucks but im too scared to confront them about it.. Or maybe im being parinoid and not talking to them because i think they arent talking to me. God knows. I hate uncomfortable feelings. Im not out to hurt him. I swear.
Jeans not fitting me because of weight gain is upsetting. Ive let myself go since winter started.. i think its time to start walking or doing something to get rid of this.. big time.
Headaches ache, coughs are gooselike and eyes are sleepy. I wish i was at 208. or cuddling.