i hate it!
i dont really like livejournal... but right now when i need it the most, i have no one to talk to! i cryed about 50% of the day today...like i am right now! i dont evne know what to fuckin do now. where do i go from here? will everything turn out okay? i dont even know what i did to deserve this! ahhhh i just wanna scream out loud!!! wow jsut got dome talkin to mike petherbridge he listened and now i dont feel completely shitty just like 90% ahhhh i still dont know whats going on, if i can ever be happy again...i know im pathetic but i miss him so much, i miss the feeling knowing he'll be there when i call. i dunno anymore...make it stop please make the pain go away