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[holywater]

My eyes are only red inside
Smudging drowning ink in tears
I'm sorry sorry forever sorry
For what I cannot ever hide
Smiling never means that much
When salene soaks my face's sides
I'm falling past the soft white flowers
Wind sweeps my smiles out the door
I'll hold your hand, draw on your shoulders
See you blinking up at me
With mousey smiles and comfort nudges
I've always been to blind to see
Embrace that takes me from you always
The shot that shocks me silent, dead
And leaves my trembling shadow cursing
The blood that gathers on the step
See that's the one good thing about you
When you cry your eyes aren't red