"turk, why are you so afraid of loving me?"
So you know that horrible torturing feeling when you really like someone and you think about them all the time and you wonder when you'll see them next and what you'll say and what you'll wear and if he likes you or not and analyzing every word of your conversation ...
Why can't I have that??
Hahaha. Ugh I'm just very very bored with life. I should go out and do something, but sadly I am also very very lazy. It's boring having no prospects...all the nice and/or cute boys around me are either taken or gay (Oh yeah, update on the hot boy next door: Apparantly he was seen with his boyfriend. Darn). So I guess for now I'll have to live vicariously thru Kass's crush. Heh :oP
Random things from today:
- I hate the post office.
- My wallet hates me but my feet will love me when I slide them into my awesome new red knee-high boots.
- I will be lonely without Netflix this weekend. CSI is awesome. If all male CSI's were as cute as the ones in the show (except Grissom, he's old) I'd totally change my major to bio to become one of them.
- I got bored and made a bunch of facebook icons so I'll probably be changing my picture a lot.
- I have a crapload of stuff to do. But...*see above note on my laziness*
- Sushi is good.
- The movie High Tension is not. Assuming that none of ya'll is planning on watching this French horror film, it has a Fight Club twist but with lesbian-ness incorporated into it. French people are strange, I must say.
- Jen and I took half a shot of pineapple rum. Then we watched Disney Channel while attempting to do homework. Wow, don't we just know how to par-tay?
- Claraine's bf(Nick)'s friend(Carlos) came up with Nick today and then they left to go to a party somewhere in Sacramento. Then Claraine called, clearly drunk but in denial about it, to inform me that Carlos thought I was hot. So pretty much the only people who have been attracted to me this year are a couple of homeless guys and a random guy who I said two words too. Sadness.
Buenas noches!
Why can't I have that??
Hahaha. Ugh I'm just very very bored with life. I should go out and do something, but sadly I am also very very lazy. It's boring having no prospects...all the nice and/or cute boys around me are either taken or gay (Oh yeah, update on the hot boy next door: Apparantly he was seen with his boyfriend. Darn). So I guess for now I'll have to live vicariously thru Kass's crush. Heh :oP
Random things from today:
- I hate the post office.
- My wallet hates me but my feet will love me when I slide them into my awesome new red knee-high boots.
- I will be lonely without Netflix this weekend. CSI is awesome. If all male CSI's were as cute as the ones in the show (except Grissom, he's old) I'd totally change my major to bio to become one of them.
- I got bored and made a bunch of facebook icons so I'll probably be changing my picture a lot.
- I have a crapload of stuff to do. But...*see above note on my laziness*
- Sushi is good.
- The movie High Tension is not. Assuming that none of ya'll is planning on watching this French horror film, it has a Fight Club twist but with lesbian-ness incorporated into it. French people are strange, I must say.
- Jen and I took half a shot of pineapple rum. Then we watched Disney Channel while attempting to do homework. Wow, don't we just know how to par-tay?
- Claraine's bf(Nick)'s friend(Carlos) came up with Nick today and then they left to go to a party somewhere in Sacramento. Then Claraine called, clearly drunk but in denial about it, to inform me that Carlos thought I was hot. So pretty much the only people who have been attracted to me this year are a couple of homeless guys and a random guy who I said two words too. Sadness.
Buenas noches!