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Dec 19, 2009 16:17

I was the one who made a deal with Paddy to steal the drugs. He was only following what I asked of him. I know that will not affect his punishment, but I cannot...continue with this guilt.

being a good inmate, a little bit of a crisis

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[Private] ichlugebullets December 20 2009, 00:50:03 UTC
Don't listen to them. They're primary concern is their own asses. Whether by force of guilt or sleight of heart you still did the better thing and that's cool don't let them making you feel any worse about it.

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Re: [Private] holythursday December 20 2009, 00:51:44 UTC
Ah, a voice of reason, then.

Thank you for the encouragement.

...have we met?

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ffffuuu two hours of sleep and grammatical errors! ichlugebullets December 20 2009, 00:53:54 UTC
...I wouldn't call it reason, and I don't think so.

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<3 holythursday December 20 2009, 01:00:34 UTC
More reason than what I am getting now.

My name is Castiel, then. Most call me Cas.

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[Private] ichlugebullets December 20 2009, 01:04:49 UTC
I'm JD. Nice to meet you.

I've learned to rely very little on the opinions of others in this place. We're a carnival of Geminis and masks, people with two faces. They're opinions shouldn't consolidate anything... just what you feel on the subject.

After all if we were all expected to redeem ourselves based on the set virtue and standards of other people we'd never succeed.

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Re: [Private] holythursday December 20 2009, 01:08:26 UTC
JD? I have heard about you.

Are you friends with Howie?

I am too old to care about their opinions, though, JD.

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[Private] ichlugebullets December 20 2009, 01:11:49 UTC
That's a lie. You do care. I believe words are the most harmful weapons and that might have been based on my own dabbling in psychological warfare but I at least know the influence a couple of words has on a person let alone just one.

Howie is something of an Uncle to me.

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Re: [Private] holythursday December 20 2009, 01:17:58 UTC
I care about the words of a certain few, Howie included. Paddy, no. Ruby, no. And certainly not a stranger.

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[Private] ichlugebullets December 20 2009, 01:19:32 UTC
Oh. Wait. I do know you. I stole your jacket... when you were still-- when you were at a different point of your life.

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Re: [Private] holythursday December 20 2009, 01:20:56 UTC
I always thought Sam had stolen it. I do remember, that, though.

Yes. That was a time when I did not understand doors...nor how to lock them.

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[Private] ichlugebullets December 20 2009, 01:22:31 UTC
Nope... courtesy et moi. I was just curios about it. I frequently wear my own and you made almost as ludicrously of a daily occurrence by wearing your own. Just structure based you understand- weaving and texture and all that crap.

I returned it.

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Re: [Private] holythursday December 20 2009, 01:24:33 UTC
I remember. I don't normally wear those anymore. You cannot do as much in it.

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[Private] ichlugebullets December 20 2009, 01:29:22 UTC
I find that very untrue. I've seen you in denim jeans and they're not exactly built for striding comfort. Any article of clothing can be used efficiently when provided the proper amount of time and experiencing wearing. I've had my coat for six years. I also have them in different colors. It's kind of my thing.

...Do you think you're going to be taken down to zero too? Y'know for the whole drug conspiracy.

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Re: [Private] holythursday December 20 2009, 01:33:53 UTC
You are an argumentative little thing, aren't you? How old are you? Seventeen? Eighteen?

And I probably will. Doesn't matter. My warden can't exactly force me.

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[Private] ichlugebullets December 20 2009, 01:35:47 UTC
I just enjoy a good debate. Based on period of death, doomed forever seventeen. Based on actual birthdays? I would've been eighteen some months ago. Howie took me to play pool that day.

Yeah, he can. Trust me.

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Re: [Private] holythursday December 20 2009, 01:54:39 UTC
I do not debate.

Happy late birthday, then. I know that you people sometimes delight in those activities.

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