Master List
THIS LIST IS A WORK IN PROGRESS. I PROMISE IT WILL LOOK PRETTIER LATER <3
All links lead to my writing community crankdatmanboob that I share with my lovely cousin. Entries in the comm are currently unlocked and hope to keep them that way, so please don't abuse the access. I tend to have long gaps between updates since writer's block seems to love me much more than i love it, and real life often gets in the way.Feel free to join or add me as a friend and don't forget to drop me a comment to tell me how i'm doing ^^ <3
Chaptered Fics
Title: Letters From War (On Semi-Hiatus)
Length: [20/?]
Pairing: Yunjae, Yoosu, Teukchul, Eunhae, one-sided JaeMin, more to come
Rating: Overall NC-17
Warnings: SELF HARM, MENTIONS OF SUICIDE, DRUG USE/ OVERDOSE, SEXUAL CONDUCT, MURDER, CHARACTER DEATH, MILD VIOLENCE
Genre: Romance, angst, drama, AU
Summary: In the breaking point of the Korean war, two brothers get drafted into the military and forced to fight for the lives. literally. punishment in camp 409 is just as unforgiving as its officers. attraction? frowned upon. affection? unheard of. love? strickly forbidden. But the training camp they thought they knew gets turned upside down when six of them decide to leave no rule left unbroken
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Title: Hello (In Progress)
Length: [13/?]
Pairing: Yunjae, brief HanChul (kind of?), brief mention of KyuMin
Rating: Overall NC-17
Warnings: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM, PHYSICAL AND SEXUAL ABUSE, ATTEMPTED SUICIDE, SEXUAL CONDUCT, MAJOR AGE GAP (more will come as story progresses. i don't want to give anything away)
Genre: Psychological, romance, angst, drama, AU
Summary: Love knows no boundaries; it reaches the good, the broken, the hopeless, and even the insane
Disclaimer: i am not a psychiatrist. i haven't been to med school yet and although i have done months' worth of research on this topic, it is nowhere near perfect and i pretty much still have no idea what i'm doing. the medications i will use are real, the side effects that come with these medications are real, the dosage [to my knowledge] amounts are real. however, without talking to a psychiatrist who knows my fictional Jaejoong's unique situation, everything i have done in this fic may be completely wrong. despite the amount of effort and self research i have put into this, please don't take what you learn from this fic as fact. i took some artistic liberties with some of these things as well. this story is for fictional purposes only.
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Title: Beyond the Mind's Control (On Indefinite Hiatus)
Length: [9/10]
Pairing: Yunjae, Yoosu
Rating: R
Warnings: MENTION/IMPLICATION OF RAPE, SELF HARM, SUICIDE/ SUICIDE ATTEMPTS, MURDER/ MURDER ATTEMPTS, VIOLENCE, BLOOD
Genre: Angst, horror, drama, supernatural, AU
Summary: Yunho has always known there was something wrong with him. Between the random blackouts and the demonic whisper always plaguing his mind, Yunho's boyfriend of several years has finally had enough- and is taking action against it.
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Multi-Shots
Title: I Guess He'll Never Know
Length: Double-Shot with Alt. Ending
Pairing: Yunjae
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst. effing angst..., AU
Summary: Jaejoong gets on the plane to Japan and realizes he's made the biggest mistake of his life
{ Part 1/ Part 2/ Alt. Ending}
Title: To Never Say GoodBye Again
Length: [3/3]
Pairing: Yunjae
Rating: PG
Genre: angst, romance, fluff, AU
Summary: Has he really forgotten?
{ Part 1/ Part 2/ Part 3}
One-shots/ Drabbles
Title: Addiction
Length: One-shot
Pairing: Yunjae
Rating: PG-13 to be safe
Genre: Fluffish, Creepy...ness? ((you'll see)) AU
Summary: Jaejoong has been ignoring Yunho to work on a rediculously important English assignment for too long. When Jae finally decides to take a brake, Yunho shows him how he's been able to cope
Title: Cheap Replacement
Length: One-shot
Pairing: Jaejoong/Jisung, Yunjae
Rating: soft NC-17
Genre: Angst, Smut
Summary: Even when Jaejoong is with Jisung, he can't help thinking about somone else
Title: Don't Blame Youself For My Mistakes
Length: One-shot
Pairing: Yunjae
Rating: G/ PG
Genre: Very mild angst, slight fluff
Summary: "I'm not mad at you. Just... really disappointed."
Title: Reliable
Length: One-shot
Pairing: Yunjae
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance, angsty-ish
Summary: Yunho falls into doubt after the Hey x3! filming that questioned his abilities, and only Jaejoong can help him get through it.
Title: Five Stages of Grief
Length: One-shot
Pairing: Yunjae and very slight Yoosu
Rating: PG-13 for suggestions
Genre: um… cracktastic?
Summary: This is what happens when Jaejoong thinks Yunho is giving more attention to his precious stuffed animal than him.
Title: He Does
Length: One-shot
Pairing: YunJae, JaeMin (friendship)
Rating: PG
Genre: Tiny bit of angst and fluff
Summary: Fights between them are unavoidable, but sometimes they go too far
Title: Rubber Gloves and Dishsoap
Length: Drabble
Pairing: Jaemin
Rating: G
Genre: General
Summary: No one really knows who’s running the water in the kitchen sink and banging pots around at midnight after they’ve long since gone to bed
Title: Confess
Length: Drabble
Pairing: Jaesu
Rating: G
Genre: Romance
Summary: Junsu's never been good at confessions
Title: Crash
Length: Drabble
Pairing: Yunho/Heechul (friendship) implied YunJae and HanChul
Rating: PG-13 for language and mentions of alcohol use
Genre: Angst
Summary: Heechul knows everything is falling apart, he just doesn't know how to stop it
Title: I Need You, But You Don't Have to Know That
Length: Drabble
Pairing: Hanchul
Rating: PG-13 for language and mentions of alcohol use
Genre: Angst
Summary: Hangeng has been in China for almost two months, and Heechul is starting to feel the withdrawl
Title: I Want You To Play a Song for Me
Length: Drabble
Pairing: HenWook
Rating: PG
Genre: Grab some tissues
Warnings: CHARACTER DEATH
Summary: He knew. They all knew.
Title: Promises
Length: Drabble
Pairing: Eunhae
Rating: PG-13 for brief mentions of sex
Genre: Angst-ish
Summary: He promised he wouldn't do this, but now he has and he wishes that everything was different
Title: Shock
Length: One-shot
Pairing: Yewook, implied Hanchul and Qmi
Rating: PG-13 for language and an implication
Genre: A little bit of angst, fluff, and humour
Summary: Ryeowook usually isn't suprised by much when it comes to his hyungs