He Does

[holystardown]

oh yes, i'm back from my trip and excited as hell :] i'm sorry i told a few of you that i would be posting yesterday, but my biffle came over and i got distracted <3 anyway! i come back to you with not just ONE, not just a DOUBLE UPDATE, oh no and not even a TRIPLE UPDATE, but i come back bearing FOUR. BRAND. NEW. UPDATES. YES FOUR. that means TWO

Comments

[emarisbee]

Before I congratulate U for this well written story, let me scold a few unmatured people. Please?
ChangMin - Why the heck did your so called genius brain supplied U with that comment, even as a reataliation/joke? Is that even in the same topic U guys were fighting about?
JaeJoong - Why should U doubt YunHo's love? If he never says I love U, I still think U should not get mad & cry like crazy beacuse its too obvious!
YunHo - Why & what did U do that ChangMin's comment could affect JaeJoong that much? Seriously, get together!
OK, to the author, I love this! But I don't understand this. "None of that made him hate himself any less." Still, I want to kick some sense into them.
Oh, sorry for the unnecessary scolding!

[holystardown]

Lol well honestly I didn't have anything in particular in mind that they were fighting about, just that it had something to do with yunho. but you know, people will say anything if they think it will hurt the other person when they're angry... So really changmin was just saying the first hurtful thing that came to his mind at the time.

Anger fear and love are the three most irrational emotions, and jaejoong was dealing with all three at the same time so it would be strange if he didn't have a bit of doubt or insecurity after their fight

As for the not hating himself any less, he was hating himself initially because he thought that the others would hate him too for hitting changmin at all, but afterwards they showed that they didn't by trying to speak with him :3

I hope this helped clarify things for you and thank you so much for your comment <3
PeAcE

[emarisbee]

Waa... (mouth wide opened...) I really love U now! TQ for bearing with my "tantrum" & explaining things for me. Really, I hav quite a mind, always managing to think wrongly than what the author intended to convey. Haha.

[holystardown]

^o^ *is loved*

I feel that it's usually the writer's fault if something isn't understood, so it's also their job to do the explaining if a reader doesn't understand their implications :3 it's no problem really, because there were probably other people thinking the same things but just wouldn't say anything about it <3 besides, rants mean that you cared enough about what I wrote to pay attention and try to understand, and that it was good enough to get you emotionally involved in my work ^^ *squishes you*
PEAcE

[emarisbee]

No! U did quite a good job! Just that I tend to analyze (make it over analyze) things, every little details. Haha. Like even the simplest word can make me think at least 2 kind of different meaning. Haha.
But its good to use my brain once in a while. Haha.
Im getting emotional because I just have the feeling that JaeJoong is getting frustrated with YunHo in reality... Don't know why.

[holystardown]

That's amazingly cool :] I think more people should be like that ((thinking is a good thing :D)) it shows that you have an open mind :3

Yeah, I'm sure there's at least some kind of tension between them ((albiet a small amount or a lot)) because of the split :/ I know it's none of their faults, but I'm sure they aren't exactly happy with the way things turned out and are just frustrated in general
PeAcE