november
oh thanksgiving.
I'm thanking all of you right...now. Anyway, things here in my world have been good...I think. honestly I'm not really sure how things are going right now. Sometimes everything seems to make scence and then there are times when it's like everything is going all wrong. Maybe I just need a change. but a change to where?
I need to move to the mountains
I need to move to New York
I need to move to the beach
I need to move to Richmond
I need to move on.
I think that's what I need. But then I don't want to, cause I think that sometimes when I hear peopl that really is what I'm hearing, I'm hearing what they have to say to me but they don't even have to say it.
I want to believe that, I want to believe what I'm being told but there is something that is just stopping me. I want to say so much but it seems that everytime I try nothing comes out right or come out at all.
My sister is coming into town tomorrow for thanksgiving which we are eating on friday. I'm glad that she's going to be here I haven't seen her in a while and it's about time.
The Other People are on friday night glad to go to the visualite and use my real ID. It might throw them off though. Shows are better without all the distractions.
I want to feel good. I do feel good. I want other people to feel good. I want you to feel what I feel. And even though I know you'll never see this I don't care, It's just something I've got to say: you do make me feel good, you don't even have to do all of that, you just have to look up at me from across the room when the time is right, smile and tell me that you can hear me and that's all it takes.
I've lost my mind. and this time I don't think I'll be finding it for a while.
I'm thanking all of you right...now. Anyway, things here in my world have been good...I think. honestly I'm not really sure how things are going right now. Sometimes everything seems to make scence and then there are times when it's like everything is going all wrong. Maybe I just need a change. but a change to where?
I need to move to the mountains
I need to move to New York
I need to move to the beach
I need to move to Richmond
I need to move on.
I think that's what I need. But then I don't want to, cause I think that sometimes when I hear peopl that really is what I'm hearing, I'm hearing what they have to say to me but they don't even have to say it.
I want to believe that, I want to believe what I'm being told but there is something that is just stopping me. I want to say so much but it seems that everytime I try nothing comes out right or come out at all.
My sister is coming into town tomorrow for thanksgiving which we are eating on friday. I'm glad that she's going to be here I haven't seen her in a while and it's about time.
The Other People are on friday night glad to go to the visualite and use my real ID. It might throw them off though. Shows are better without all the distractions.
I want to feel good. I do feel good. I want other people to feel good. I want you to feel what I feel. And even though I know you'll never see this I don't care, It's just something I've got to say: you do make me feel good, you don't even have to do all of that, you just have to look up at me from across the room when the time is right, smile and tell me that you can hear me and that's all it takes.
I've lost my mind. and this time I don't think I'll be finding it for a while.