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The past 2 days have been amazing.
Wednesday night was absolutely wild. Everybody was ridiculously fucked up.
It was fun to say the least. :)
Went with the boys to their show in Little Rock. That was fun too. I love Vinos. Mmmm. And the van. ahahahah.
And jesus christ I've never seen a better looking man.
:x
But, seeing as how I'm pregnant, eh.., I'd rather just chill and have a good time instead of making 2 people [myself included] feel extremely awkward.
I'm not a stupid girl.
I'll be patient. :]
For some reason I don't think I'll ever forget all of us packed into my little car at 2 in the morning, making ridiculous noise and just having a goodass time. Completely out of itttt.
I'm content with just that.
Making memories, those kinds of memories, owns over anything else. Evar. :>
Twoooooooooooooooo months! wooopp.
Onto a different subject - and yeah jordan, this is in reference to you.:P :
I know what I felt was real, as real as it gets.
I'm glad I had the opportunity to experience it.
I know sometimes I've acted out of control- can't take it back, and anything that I've needed to apoligize for I have apoligized for, and meant it full heartedly. So I'm not upset with myself over any of that. Because I don't spew bullshit apologies.
However, I have finally come to the realization that all of what was, isnt anymore.
If anything were to ever start up again, we would have to start completely over. All of it. From the beginning.
but I don't see that happening.
Niether do you or Morgan, I'm sure.
With all the above said, I still can't help but wonder what a 20 year old man honestly wants with a 16 year old little girl.
It's no good for either of you.
It's disturbing, if anything.
But each to their own.
I'm sure she's excited that omga20yearolddudelikesmeImsocool.
You on the other hand, I really have no idea as to what you're logically thinking or what in the world has come over you to do something like that.
But, as I said, to each their own. And I wish you two the best of luck. =)
Just make sure you get her home before curfew for the next 2-3 years. haha. :p
Wednesday night was absolutely wild. Everybody was ridiculously fucked up.
It was fun to say the least. :)
Went with the boys to their show in Little Rock. That was fun too. I love Vinos. Mmmm. And the van. ahahahah.
And jesus christ I've never seen a better looking man.
:x
But, seeing as how I'm pregnant, eh.., I'd rather just chill and have a good time instead of making 2 people [myself included] feel extremely awkward.
I'm not a stupid girl.
I'll be patient. :]
For some reason I don't think I'll ever forget all of us packed into my little car at 2 in the morning, making ridiculous noise and just having a goodass time. Completely out of itttt.
I'm content with just that.
Making memories, those kinds of memories, owns over anything else. Evar. :>
Twoooooooooooooooo months! wooopp.
Onto a different subject - and yeah jordan, this is in reference to you.:P :
I know what I felt was real, as real as it gets.
I'm glad I had the opportunity to experience it.
I know sometimes I've acted out of control- can't take it back, and anything that I've needed to apoligize for I have apoligized for, and meant it full heartedly. So I'm not upset with myself over any of that. Because I don't spew bullshit apologies.
However, I have finally come to the realization that all of what was, isnt anymore.
If anything were to ever start up again, we would have to start completely over. All of it. From the beginning.
but I don't see that happening.
Niether do you or Morgan, I'm sure.
With all the above said, I still can't help but wonder what a 20 year old man honestly wants with a 16 year old little girl.
It's no good for either of you.
It's disturbing, if anything.
But each to their own.
I'm sure she's excited that omga20yearolddudelikesmeImsocool.
You on the other hand, I really have no idea as to what you're logically thinking or what in the world has come over you to do something like that.
But, as I said, to each their own. And I wish you two the best of luck. =)
Just make sure you get her home before curfew for the next 2-3 years. haha. :p