I think I understand the way you felt I felt the same dropping out of my stomach once as well it was at a gas station and my dad went in to get something I was left in the car and we were parked up by the store, closest to the pay phone Well anyway, from my angle, I was looking right at this black man trying to use the phone He was counting out his change much like I imagine the man you were talking about was doing Once he got his change in he had to pause and remember the number before he actually punched the little silver buttons And I know what you mean about the eyes, I mean - this man's eyes after he waited for the phone to click on They were dazed and concentrating on the call, waiting to hear whoever he was calling Then his shoulders lifted and his eyes lit up, he started moving his lips but I couldn't hear what he was saying Then all of a sudden, after not even 5 seconds, he froze His shoulder sagged His eyes died And he pulled away the phone and stared at it in disbelief I think even my sitting there, I understood the sadness of it and I wanted to cry I wanted to go and hug him I wanted to call whoever it was that hung up on him and yell at them
Later my dad came out and we drove off, he asked me what was wrong I told him the story and he didn't understand He just neverminded the whole thing
Another thing that makes me upset is when I see old people Not all old people, but I'm talking about the REALLY old people The frail ones that look like they are about to die any second They make me sad and have me thinking about my mortality and the fact that we as young people take our bodies for advantage so much of the time I mean we complain about our thighs, our abs, our whatever we dont like But at least we have our youth, right? It makes the megan sad :(
ps. sorry this was so long me loves the lauren ^-^
You don't have to get me anything. but if you are going to spend your money, i just don't want it to be anything raunchy like something that says "your mom is my other ride" or anything. hahaha.
I felt the same dropping out of my stomach once as well
it was at a gas station and my dad went in to get something
I was left in the car and we were parked up by the store, closest to the pay phone
Well anyway, from my angle, I was looking right at this black man trying to use the phone
He was counting out his change much like I imagine the man you were talking about was doing
Once he got his change in he had to pause and remember the number before he actually punched the little silver buttons
And I know what you mean about the eyes, I mean - this man's eyes after he waited for the phone to click on
They were dazed and concentrating on the call, waiting to hear whoever he was calling
Then his shoulders lifted and his eyes lit up, he started moving his lips but I couldn't hear what he was saying
Then all of a sudden, after not even 5 seconds, he froze
His shoulder sagged
His eyes died
And he pulled away the phone and stared at it in disbelief
I think even my sitting there, I understood the sadness of it and I wanted to cry
I wanted to go and hug him
I wanted to call whoever it was that hung up on him and yell at them
Later my dad came out and we drove off, he asked me what was wrong
I told him the story and he didn't understand
He just neverminded the whole thing
Another thing that makes me upset is when I see old people
Not all old people, but I'm talking about the REALLY old people
The frail ones that look like they are about to die any second
They make me sad and have me thinking about my mortality and the fact that we as young people take our bodies for advantage so much of the time
I mean we complain about our thighs, our abs, our whatever we dont like
But at least we have our youth, right?
It makes the megan sad :(
ps. sorry this was so long
me loves the lauren ^-^
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i love you too womayneee.
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i dont have much money, so if it's crappy then omgimsosorrydontkillme @.@
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