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I'm sleepy, but don't feel like sleeping.
If that makes any sense.
haha.
I think I'm about to clean.
I've been doing alot of thinking lately.
It's time for me to grow up a little, I've more than come to terms with this fact.
All the time I hear from aquaintances "You're so mature for your age!"
But when it comes down to it
I'm really not.
I'm quite the opposite sometimes,
especially as of late,
and I'm tired of acting...immature.
I need to start becoming more responsible about alot of things.
And I need to let some things go for now.
Now,I'm actually okay with that.
I wasn't at first, but I think that's because I wasn't thinking things through the way I should have been. My priorities have been all mixed up for a while now...And everyone but me noticed it.
I'm starting to fix that.
I'm looking forward to my future.
Definitely.
And I'm looking forward to being my old self again.
Which would be me, now, minus the crap.
haha.
And I'm looking forward to the Winter.
Oh yes.:)
If that makes any sense.
haha.
I think I'm about to clean.
I've been doing alot of thinking lately.
It's time for me to grow up a little, I've more than come to terms with this fact.
All the time I hear from aquaintances "You're so mature for your age!"
But when it comes down to it
I'm really not.
I'm quite the opposite sometimes,
especially as of late,
and I'm tired of acting...immature.
I need to start becoming more responsible about alot of things.
And I need to let some things go for now.
Now,I'm actually okay with that.
I wasn't at first, but I think that's because I wasn't thinking things through the way I should have been. My priorities have been all mixed up for a while now...And everyone but me noticed it.
I'm starting to fix that.
I'm looking forward to my future.
Definitely.
And I'm looking forward to being my old self again.
Which would be me, now, minus the crap.
haha.
And I'm looking forward to the Winter.
Oh yes.:)