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Oct 11, 2008 14:06

I simply can’t find words to express my remorse about how the curse affected me yesterday. What I am grateful is that the day hadn’t affected my personality beyond the lust and crave for senseless battle without a clear goal aside of my victory. Ah--Admittedly, I think myself blessed I was released soon from that horrible influence.

There must be a load of job waiting for me at the Hospital with the infamous battles continue to carrying on, with more and more bloodied enthusiasm. Have people died on them? Die to entertain the audience’s morbid tastes? I would pray for their well-being.

Keith, I welcome you back, and I wish to make amends by neglecting to greet you in person once this curse is finally done with.

[Cathedral Filter]

And a special apology for you, Aion, I didn’t mean to fight you. If I had been in my right state of mind, I would have avoided such needlessly set conflict. You fought valiantly and I’m extremely relieved that neither of us was grievously injured. Speaking of this, ah-may I ask about your shoulder wound? Please, I implore you to accept this little nothing I cooked for you as compensation:



They are called Vada and are typical aperitifs of my motherland. They aren’t sweet, if you are worried about their flavor. If Joshua wants to sample one, please, allow him. As for Jenai, I think he’s still fasting and I wouldn’t want to tempt him with food. Poor dear, he’s very determinate to continue with this.

I would have a double-shift at the Hospital and wouldn’t come back home tonight.



[Private]

The exposition of my wings at the public or Aion were a miscalculated move and I have nothing to blame and thank but the curse. They were just a pair in my first release. My Krsnik traits were sealed away during the combat and that I am thanking God for. What would have happened? If not-- I need a contingency plan to deal with the consequences in case of this scenario. How silly, I used to think about everything. I don’t keep this secret for myself, but for Abel who carries a great burden of shame over his fragile shoulders.

And…Aion… that was a pleasant surprise. He’s full of emotions beneath that mask of his. Maybe I was too judgmental. I couldn’t help after how badly he hurt those children and keeps trying to harm others. But he seems so betrayed and frustrated when pushed to a corner. Perhaps it’s the nostalgia of needing something else to do during my idle Hospital day offs, without a world to help rebuild or war to win, and Abel being better than I’ve dreamed about, I’d like to offer my assistance to Chrono, Rosette, Joshua and even Aion in his buried anger. I would have them in my prayers.

joshua, hospital, chrono, gladiator day, rosette, post curse, abel, aion

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