✿ 69
In my weakest moments, Abel, I wish we could have perished together in Mars. Just you and I in that small vehicle looking at the immensity of the red landscape surrounding us. That we have never found the source of all our sins to save ourselves and unwittingly start the suffering of both planets.
Without the discovery of the Arc, the Armageddon wouldn't have happened nor would have taken place the conflict in our base that took Cain's life and prompted his unnatural rebirth.
Then, when my mind clears, I start to remember Cain's and Seth's future natures and I wonder how long would pass before they become corrupted without external influences. For this, I thank the Lord that you are alive and changed for the better as I believed you would do. What if Seth would have found means to rule the entire world with her as the center of absolute everything like she does in the "Empire"? How long before Cain's hatred snaps his hopeful heart and uses his charisma to feed his nihilism? Without us, nobody would be there to stop them.
It frustrates me that you don't trust in yourself more and reject the idea of happiness. But I never admit that I understand, Abel, because I would have been miserable in a world without you too.
I only want this conflict to end, Cain and Seth removed from the schemes of the world, and for you to reach peace of mind. Until then, I will never be able to rest in peace. Why didn't you think about that when you mourn me for so long?
Without the discovery of the Arc, the Armageddon wouldn't have happened nor would have taken place the conflict in our base that took Cain's life and prompted his unnatural rebirth.
Then, when my mind clears, I start to remember Cain's and Seth's future natures and I wonder how long would pass before they become corrupted without external influences. For this, I thank the Lord that you are alive and changed for the better as I believed you would do. What if Seth would have found means to rule the entire world with her as the center of absolute everything like she does in the "Empire"? How long before Cain's hatred snaps his hopeful heart and uses his charisma to feed his nihilism? Without us, nobody would be there to stop them.
It frustrates me that you don't trust in yourself more and reject the idea of happiness. But I never admit that I understand, Abel, because I would have been miserable in a world without you too.
I only want this conflict to end, Cain and Seth removed from the schemes of the world, and for you to reach peace of mind. Until then, I will never be able to rest in peace. Why didn't you think about that when you mourn me for so long?