I need a friend!

Feb 27, 2005 16:18

I'm so sad right now. I know that it's probably for the best, but Dave and I broke up today. I'm really going to miss him. I dont know right now for sure if we'll ever talk to each other or hang out again. I usually won't deal with guys after breaking up, but I dont really have hard feelings about it this time. He was a hard person to understand and get along with sometimes, but I loved him anyways. I think that's what makes this so hard. I usually can't stand people like that, but he was really different. I still felt like we had good times most of the time, even though we hardly saw each other, but he had different feelings towards it. I think I kinda knew it was coming, he didnt really treat me the same all of a sudden. I almost hope I see him again soon, I'll really miss him. I'm such a dork. I had a good cry for like 5 minutes, now I think I'll be ok. It just sucks because he was a really good friend to me too.
When bad things happen I try to find something good to cheer me up and waste my time. I've been meaning to go to the Soccer Zone in Flint and see when their leagues start. I miss soccer! If it's one of those Saturday/Sunday morning things than I can definately do it. If not, then it looks like I'll be driving all the way back down to the Oakland Yard in Waterford every Saturday morning.
Work is going awesome! In tips alone this week I have $437, not even including my paycheck. Looks like I might not need a roommate. I still want one though, I'd get so lonely by myself! And I'd be scared too. Otto would be there, but most people breaking into my apartment would not be afraid of a beagle puppy. He'd just play with them anyways, even while I was being dragged out the door!
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