No Heroics
-- MTV VMAs: That was messed up but it got fixed up and someone needs to tell Kanye that no one likes pushy, self-centered assholes. Not all publicity is good publicity, Mister. I want Shakira's boots, even if some people think they're hooker-y. Lady Gaga had my respect before that weird fuckin' red lace thing, and now I just think she's crossed the line into stupid. Put a haystack on your face, a neck brace on, cover yourself in red lace (including your face), and then have fake blood pour out of your outfit. That'll do it.
-- Sobs oh my gosh you guys you have no idea how much of a conflict I'm in. Maybe I should call my mommy. I want to transfer so motherfucking bad and then there are times when I think maybe I should stay. Speech is amazing, but I don't know if i should bust my ass to rise to the insane amount of pressure, or drop it and devote more time to my sanity, my passions (art music language media), and just enjoying being a 19-year-old in college.
I'm sad. And I don't know what to do.
-- Goddamn I want to marry Siwon. Not just because of his looks, but because he is just genuinely a good guy. Plus he has all of the qualities I want for myself and for my future husband: a passion for life, a drive to improve and do the best he can, a pure, sweet heart, a feeling of warmth and protection and safety, and a deep-rooted, serious love for God. Sobs. I want hiiiiiim.
-- I want a boyfriend. Okay okay, I never say this, but I just do. For some odd reason. But then again, I freakin' love being single. Buuuut you know how change is fun.
-- No Heroics: LOL. LOVE. THIS. SHOW. OMG. DON IS BY FAR MY FAVORITE ALREADY, I LOVE HIM.
Jenny: Have you noticed that no one's even asked about my day? ...Don.
Don: How was your day.
Jenny: Shit.
Don: I knew that.
Don: I didn't know you and David are dating, I just thought you were-- *makes suggestive hand movements*
Jenny: What's that?
Don: Wanking.
Jenny: No, that hand.
Don: Eating pizza.
Jenny: We didn't do them at the same time!
-- *sigh* Test tomorrow that I haven't studied for. I need to get myself acquainted with coffee.
-- Shauna and I are going to pitch a show to BET.
-- I took a picture of a McDonald's sign for McCafe: "Chocolate, espresso, & milk over a landscape of ice". ...A landscape? ....Seriously?
-- I still fuckin' love Tearin' Up My Heart and yes, I still know all the lyics.
You guys, I need someone to slap me and tell me that I love California more than life, and it isn't worth possibly wasting 2 more years to see if Alabama will ever fully grow on me and if I will ever be truly happy here.
Will you do that for me?
-- Sobs oh my gosh you guys you have no idea how much of a conflict I'm in. Maybe I should call my mommy. I want to transfer so motherfucking bad and then there are times when I think maybe I should stay. Speech is amazing, but I don't know if i should bust my ass to rise to the insane amount of pressure, or drop it and devote more time to my sanity, my passions (art music language media), and just enjoying being a 19-year-old in college.
I'm sad. And I don't know what to do.
-- Goddamn I want to marry Siwon. Not just because of his looks, but because he is just genuinely a good guy. Plus he has all of the qualities I want for myself and for my future husband: a passion for life, a drive to improve and do the best he can, a pure, sweet heart, a feeling of warmth and protection and safety, and a deep-rooted, serious love for God. Sobs. I want hiiiiiim.
-- I want a boyfriend. Okay okay, I never say this, but I just do. For some odd reason. But then again, I freakin' love being single. Buuuut you know how change is fun.
-- No Heroics: LOL. LOVE. THIS. SHOW. OMG. DON IS BY FAR MY FAVORITE ALREADY, I LOVE HIM.
Jenny: Have you noticed that no one's even asked about my day? ...Don.
Don: How was your day.
Jenny: Shit.
Don: I knew that.
Don: I didn't know you and David are dating, I just thought you were-- *makes suggestive hand movements*
Jenny: What's that?
Don: Wanking.
Jenny: No, that hand.
Don: Eating pizza.
Jenny: We didn't do them at the same time!
-- *sigh* Test tomorrow that I haven't studied for. I need to get myself acquainted with coffee.
-- Shauna and I are going to pitch a show to BET.
-- I took a picture of a McDonald's sign for McCafe: "Chocolate, espresso, & milk over a landscape of ice". ...A landscape? ....Seriously?
-- I still fuckin' love Tearin' Up My Heart and yes, I still know all the lyics.
You guys, I need someone to slap me and tell me that I love California more than life, and it isn't worth possibly wasting 2 more years to see if Alabama will ever fully grow on me and if I will ever be truly happy here.
Will you do that for me?