fuck me
I really thought that I was going to be okay but it was only a matter of time before the constant beatings got to me. I'm sitting here in the studio with greg and the boys where I should be having a fun time and I'm so bummed out by the events of the past few days that I can't bring myself to cheer up.
I know that this is for the best-I really do, but that doesnt make this any easier. I'm not going to lie, I'm a little broken hearted over it...I know I shouldn't be and I know the whole timing of this relationship was off but again, it doesn't make this easier.
Thank you sweet jesus that I fucking have Matt, he saves me. I feel like I'm going crazy and I want a cigarette which is disgusting. I wish I had a fat j to smoke right now.
fuckkkk meeeee
I know that this is for the best-I really do, but that doesnt make this any easier. I'm not going to lie, I'm a little broken hearted over it...I know I shouldn't be and I know the whole timing of this relationship was off but again, it doesn't make this easier.
Thank you sweet jesus that I fucking have Matt, he saves me. I feel like I'm going crazy and I want a cigarette which is disgusting. I wish I had a fat j to smoke right now.
fuckkkk meeeee