English again?
alright so i do not appreciate english class as of right now. i havent written my essay that was due today yet. oops. i honeslty forgot about that one. wow this weekend was way hellish but that may only be due to me not being able to confront people. oh well i believe that it is solved as of now. on the other hand i need to confront my manager and majorly lie to her and tell her i cannot work at their dumbass restuarant anymore. oooh pray for me, i need a good reference.
alright so my parents are officially gone for like 7 weekends in the next 2 months, so you should come visit me because you love me. the first one is the weekend after this one.
i cant believe that i have to sit through yet another pam stenzel talk. HOLY FUCKING MOTHER!!! i kno, dont have sex! its not like church isnt talking about it this week, OR religion class OR her!! Jeez!! Screw you all!! I hate being lectured or inspired, neither are motivating and they both leave me angry. Dont tell me what to think. You're retarded! Leave me alone. End of rant.
Theme for my graduation party is officially selected...Lilo and Stitch.
Prom should be fun only I have NO idea what is happening. Nor do I believe that we will truly have a discussion on it since everyone is under a different impression as to whats happening that night. Whatever, Im gonna try to take a back seat and just see what happens and be excited because we are together but ever since this whole 2 job thing I have the intense need to plan things out so I feel like a bitch in keeping asking whats happening but I really dont think its my fault either. I really dont think its that hard to have a discussion with everyone about what effects everyone. Sorry if Ive offended anyone but thats what Im feeling, and it would be nice to actually have a group discussion. I dont care what happens, I just want to be included and not a sidenote among everyone's plans.
MMMM mommy bought tequila for margaritas with her friends...hopefully she'll forget about it. hehehe
I think Ive rekindled my love for Jewel. Shes sad and depressing sometimes only sometimes you need that in order to feel better. Doesnt make sense but it makes me feel better.
I love this song so Ill share it...
"inside my skin there is this space, it twists and turns, it bleeds and aches. inside my whole heart theres an empty room, its waiting for lightning, its waiting for you. I am wanting and I am needing you here inside the absence of fear."
Someday my prince will come, but hopefully he'll speed up a little.
On that sleeping beauty allusion, that makes me think of one of my first memories of Tim singing on the floor of Genny's car on the way back home from the Cathedral. Oh Timmy...ANYWAYS why he is mentioned is because he's available again to be someone's date for prom.
alright so my parents are officially gone for like 7 weekends in the next 2 months, so you should come visit me because you love me. the first one is the weekend after this one.
i cant believe that i have to sit through yet another pam stenzel talk. HOLY FUCKING MOTHER!!! i kno, dont have sex! its not like church isnt talking about it this week, OR religion class OR her!! Jeez!! Screw you all!! I hate being lectured or inspired, neither are motivating and they both leave me angry. Dont tell me what to think. You're retarded! Leave me alone. End of rant.
Theme for my graduation party is officially selected...Lilo and Stitch.
Prom should be fun only I have NO idea what is happening. Nor do I believe that we will truly have a discussion on it since everyone is under a different impression as to whats happening that night. Whatever, Im gonna try to take a back seat and just see what happens and be excited because we are together but ever since this whole 2 job thing I have the intense need to plan things out so I feel like a bitch in keeping asking whats happening but I really dont think its my fault either. I really dont think its that hard to have a discussion with everyone about what effects everyone. Sorry if Ive offended anyone but thats what Im feeling, and it would be nice to actually have a group discussion. I dont care what happens, I just want to be included and not a sidenote among everyone's plans.
MMMM mommy bought tequila for margaritas with her friends...hopefully she'll forget about it. hehehe
I think Ive rekindled my love for Jewel. Shes sad and depressing sometimes only sometimes you need that in order to feel better. Doesnt make sense but it makes me feel better.
I love this song so Ill share it...
"inside my skin there is this space, it twists and turns, it bleeds and aches. inside my whole heart theres an empty room, its waiting for lightning, its waiting for you. I am wanting and I am needing you here inside the absence of fear."
Someday my prince will come, but hopefully he'll speed up a little.
On that sleeping beauty allusion, that makes me think of one of my first memories of Tim singing on the floor of Genny's car on the way back home from the Cathedral. Oh Timmy...ANYWAYS why he is mentioned is because he's available again to be someone's date for prom.