the fight of the year
life is a lot better than what it should be right now. HUGE ASS fight with my parents last night, and I definately should have been able to stay home, but thats my mother for you. I finally got the nerve up in our "discussion time" to actually tell her what i think of what she does when my dad and I fight. I was quite proud of myself, and somehow feel a lot better. Seems obvious when you are reading this, however please just accept that my family is way fucked up and hard to understand, even for those who are apart of it. As far as my dad goes...HA! He didnt even have the decency to talk with me. My mom and I are apparently okay, until she needs to feel involved again and then she will search my soul for some dark secret. Kind of ironic today how in religion class we were talking about confrontation with parents and stuff. My family does not even apply to the "hypothetical situations"...thats how messed up it is. Anyways, despite my eyes being a bit puffy this morning and not too much sleep, Im feeling okay. Just kind of confused as to whats the next step. My dad, I know, is too proud to say sorry for last night, so I guess I dont expect that from him, but I dont feel the need whatsoever to forget what happened either. I think its going to be one of those circumstances thats going to come up on the day of my wedding when everyone becomes uninhibited because they have had too much to drink and blabs something like this...