to my anonymous

Aug 25, 2004 15:37

ok where to begin...on you say you dont want to pull anyone down with you and you dont want them to be part of your ending chapter because it will only hurt them but what do you say to a person who has been a part of your life the whole time, that you just brushed off and left on the side, just so that they could watch your life go by and wish ( Read more... )

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anonymous August 25 2004, 17:31:44 UTC
I can tell u one thing, the last thing i want to here about is god, jesus, the church, or nething like that... jesus isnt here today

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to the other anonymous anonymous August 27 2004, 06:50:50 UTC
JESUS is here today!! He IS ALIVE... it's scary to me that you believe there's a God, believe in a heaven and a hell and you're CHOOSING Hell... Have you read anything about how horrible hell is? And you want that for ETERNITY?!?!! It baffles me. The thing is, Jesus never promised us a trouble free life. In fact, He guarantee's there will be sorrow. What He does promise is to give you the strength to get through everything. All He asks is that you love Him and seek to serve Him in everything you do. It's worth it. Everything else is meaningless. God is life- the reason for it and the only thing that will get you through extreme sorrow.

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Re: to the other anonymous anonymous August 28 2004, 00:07:24 UTC
fuck god, i love how all of you are so ready to preach to me about shit, when u have no idea what i am dealing with...i think if u all really had any sort of grasp on reality... and what life is truly like... u might look a little bit differently at my situation... here i am.. a guy who devotes almost an entire year of his life, to the one he thought was the love of his life... only to find that she never really loved him... what ever her motive was to stay with him, well i cant really cant say.. i am still in the dark on that one myself... anyway.. u think u've all found the truth, the answer... u've found "christ"...what u have really found is just another way of dealing with the life u have been dealt, i would rather sit here and suffer than lie to myself and say " hey everything is A.O.k. because jesus loves me and everything happens for a reason" i dont give a fuck if u are all jaded enough to actually believe that ur so called god who "loves" you would put u through a living hell... where everyday u sit and wonder how much ( ... )

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Re: to the other anonymous anonymous August 30 2004, 07:03:21 UTC
You didn't even read what I said before you fired back one ridiculous cuss word after another.
I NEVER said and neither did the owner of the journal that you're supposed to sit back and say life is A.O.k. I actually said that I know there is DEEP SORROW in life.
You're so bent on feeling sorry for yourself you can't see past YOU.

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Re: to the other anonymous anonymous August 30 2004, 14:32:35 UTC
dont act like u know me for one thing and also what i cant figure out is why would u give a fuck about ne of this neway?....... ( o i care for elethia) well if ur that good of a friend of hers, call her on the phone to talk about it... i mean are u really this bored?... hey! u could be at church or something! o and sorry for the "cuss words" fuckin queer

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Re: to the other anonymous holyfollower August 31 2004, 09:46:23 UTC
hey its elethia this time...ok fuller told me to call you b/c you said you arent gonna call me but im kinda scared of ever calling you because remember i used to try and you would hang up on me well im not having that happen again so yea you know you can call me whenever you need n e thing or just to talk but i doubt you will...fuller also told me to stop telling you things like about love and stuff like that so im not saying n e thing n e more, you know everything im thinking so if i die tom. i have nothing to regret, i just hope we can become friends again because you're a cool kid and well it couldnt make life n e worse. ill ttyl ps you'll be fine and please dont be mean to my friends they are just trying to help you, they arent doing this to be mean or make you mad, thanks!

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Re: to the other anonymous anonymous August 31 2004, 19:45:04 UTC
thats fine...if u wanna play the whole " u can call if u want" card, it seems a little immature but w/e works for you, cya around

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Re: to the other anonymous holyfollower September 1 2004, 09:40:22 UTC
ok i've been really nice to you, trying to be your friend and see how things are going in your life and its not like you have done the same becuase you could care less but i didnt give up and all you do is be really mean back. you are full of all this anger and i think its because all you do is sit around and feel sorry for yourself and to me thats a little immature, GROW UP Josh!!! life is full of bad things and bad people and most of the time it happens when your hearts in it more than ever...im not saying this to be mean but if thats the only way to get that through your head then so be it. if it makes you feel better by pulling others down with you then keep doing what your doing but when you finally act you age life will be better but its seems to me you like your life the way it is now thats why you arent trying to change anything...and the whole "call if you want card" yeah at least you know im here for you if you need n e thing at all but i dont even get that from you but whatever im not gonna change, i havent yet and you've ( ... )

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